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I finallly got my litlle woca camera in the mail today!! (its a holga with a glass lens) i got it off ebay from a guy in china.i went to the mall and bought film for it. now i have to find a lab that develops medium format and isnt very expensive. This week is gonna suck at work. last night was the prom for west springfield and agawam so we were backed up all night. it was my first night back in film and now we have the new noritsu machiene so i was going crazy for a whille. i know i fucked up a couple orders, mostly just forgetting double sets or index prints.i kept forgetting to write down the order number so i just made ones up and prolly overcharged a bunch of people ….. ooopps. i thought i lost some guys negitives. sunday is graduation and almost everyone at work took it off. i have to work film all day…fun.

well that depends, on if she reads this web site or not… 🙂

is it ok to see another girl that you really like while dating another one?

am i the nicest person in the world. or,

am i the stupidest person in the world?

more on this later… see my personal blog

I’M SINGLE!

i can’t stand white boys that call all their little white friends nigger… its soooooo annyoing and it makes you look stupid!! STOP IT!!!

i wish I could be rich, move to texas, pimp hot blonde bitches, and kill people-my friend grant

I had to walk my friends dog today. On the way over they played the 420 brownie on radio 104. It was a regae band covering Pink Floyd’s song money. instead of having a cash register sound in the background it was the sound of someone hitting the bong. It was pretty funny, mostly cause it was a HORRIBLE cover. Ive never walked a dog befor. Even tho it was not even a foot off the ground it still draged me down the street. He mostly just sat in the front yard staring at the cars going by. He prolly thought that his owner was gonna be in one of them and save him from this horribly retarded person who dosent know how to walk a dog. He finally pooped and ate something off the lawn then wanted to go back inside.I tried to take his picture but he was scared of my camera. I bribed him with a puppy treat but he outsmarted me. I guess im to used to my cat. You can make her do anything for food.

hehe, i’ll give it to you, free of charge. and i’ll let you stay on for the rebuild of blindsyntax too 😉

i need sex too… but im getting sick of having to pay money for it.

got my money eaten by an atm… got my car inspected.. and got gnomes on a rope!!!

lain thats all i got to say

oh yeah and sorry dude…

you know. i haven’t had sex in almost 3 weeks. i need sex. bad. i want to fuck my girlfriend bad. i just need sex. thanks for listening.

i’ve been posting on the main page as of late and not in here, so let me post here.

i was going to kick off everyone on the blog but for Aaron, not that he posts that much, but just cause i’m on his site hehe. but now i see that since emily is back in town she is posting again. so i guess that you got lucky kid, and you get to stay on too as i redo this site. i think i’ve finaly come up with a theme for the site, now just to see where that leads me, and i guess eventualy you as well.

oh yeah, and since google took over blogger, they better put up a fucking spell check on this shit or else!

hmm… should i bring kelly with me?

i posted in my blog

i have a toy you can play with…..

I got called into work tonight. First time ive been back since january.You can never get too used to not working…especially if its cvs. But on the bright side we have to now wear tacky cvs shirts everyday. I guess free shirts care of the cvs corperation all then more makes up for the lack of decent pay raises.Working was fun .. for about 20 minutes. I forgotten how many wierdos live in my town. One older guy talked to me whille i rang people up for about 10 min about how he travels all over the country with the circus. The funny thing about this is that he has been a regular at the store for the past 4 years ive worked there.I dont know how he can disappear off with the circus and reappear everyday to buy his newspaper. The nastiest customer of the night definitly had to be a lesbian couple that came in wearing shirts that said “snatch.. the best stuff on earth” similar to the snapple logo. sooo gross. Its pretty sad that this has been the most exciting night since school ended.

yo, well i’m going to change stuff around on blindsyntax, and i think it might be tonight

holy shit, she posted!!!

home is boring

oh baby, i think i’ve just found a new toy….mmmm

there is a guy/girl that i graduated highschool with that now has bigger boobs then me.. im jealous.

i need a bigger bed… grr

wow its been one month for kelly and I

eh dont worry, the site isn’t getting anything done to it till i get some free time (from kelly hehe) or till i just get in the zone and just be able to crank it out all at once like i’ve done in the past and who knows i might even try out that new version of blogger. till then ttfn

oh god no

pictures: with out refrence from where images come from they dont convey the same meaning if one were to know the “back story” of it. there for one must be carfull when using images that they might be saying something to one person that knows that the picture is about and what it goes along with, but at the same time will be saying the total oposite to another person that just saw that picture for the first time, with no refrence.

in other words its a pain in the ass when i’m looking at my anime pics and trying to pic out some photos to use on the new version of the site, and i’m thinking oh that would be cool, but then again if only 1 out of the 6 (give or take 5, hehe) people that come to my site and dont know that show or something where the pics is from then they are like, what the fuck…

get it?

so i go to bed kinda early, cause i’m sleepy and have nothing else to do. and look what time i’m up at… grr hehe

i’m getting in the mood now to redo the site, honest i am. i just need some free time just to let loose and let those creative juices start flowing. its to bad that my g/f isn’t into all this e/n stuff cause that would rock. but, she is kinda interested in becomming a cam girl… perhaps when i get my own place, and if perhaps she moves in, and perhaps some other things too.

my g/f needs a new job, so if you’re local and it isn’t anything to do with porn let me know.. 🙂

i need to go to sleep, cause i got to wake up at 7.50 am to get ready for work… the big wigs are comming into work today. and then i get to spend time with kelly! 🙂

right on, man

i just found some goodies for the new ver of the site. it is soooo going to rock! (well a lot of, “hey, thats cool” things. and some geeky stuff too)

you know its a good thing, when your mom gives you condoms cause you’re going on a “date” tomorrow night

you know its a bad thing, when your mom gives you her cold that same night.

some things are just fucked up…

5:45 AM

you know its also fucked up that when i am sick and my joints ache, that i just wake up, out of a deep sleep and i can’t go back to bed… grr

ok thanks for clicking, nothing going on here… yet. but soon there will be.

i just need some hits on the site to make me feel a little better and give me reason why i should do anything to the site in the first place. that is not that hits mean anything to me, it just is nice to see that there is at least some people looking at the site and might give me something to talk about, or some ideas for the site. and yes i’m getting rid of everyone (but mr. digital caffeine) from the staff. the people said that they would post and they didn’t and i just want a fresh start. its nothing personal staff. you’ll still have your posts in a little ” blindsyntax: the history of ” section. i’m sure everyone would love that…

oh yeah and for comming over to the site i give you this

oye what will “they” think of next?

tisha – i’m not a bitch, i’m lovable

julie came into the store today, and god damn do i want her morn then ever now, to bad it was like mad busy when she was in the store. wish we could have talked a bit more. sigh

why can’t there be a web cam in bagdad? that would be cool right?

when one is so bored, that going to bed sounds fun, now thats sad…

Friend,

When you are sad, …

I will help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.

When you are blue, …

I’ll try to dislodge whatever is choking you.

When you smile, …

I’ll know you finally got laid.

When you are scared, …

I will rag you about it every chance I get.

When you are worried, …

I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining.

When you are confused…

I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass.

When you are sick…..

Stay away from me until you’re well again. I don’t want whatever you have.

When you fall, …

I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.

This is my oath, I pledge ’till the end.

Why you may ask? Because you’re my friend!

P.S. A good friend will come bail you out of jail…..

but a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, “Damn we fuck’d up”.

when ever i get in the mood to redo the site i open up my anime folder and start to look at the pics. then for some reason i just dont feel like doing it (redo the site) any more, and just say the hell with it. so i think i’ll try and do something a little different this weekend, i’m going to go out and take some pics with my (dads) 35mm cam and see what i find. i just might go out and get my self my own (new) 35mm cam. the one i have now is a bit heavy. so i’m trying to work on the site honest it just takes time.

not that anyone reads it…

my mother never shuts the fuck up she allways is bitching to me wft, i didn’t do anything, as soon as i walk in the door she starts. get me the fuck out of this shit hole!

just go to this site and download the vid, you got to.

This Ruined Puzzle

This ruined puzzle is beige with the pieces all face
down so the placing goes slowly. The pictures of
anything other than it’s meant to be. But the
hours they creep, the patterns repeat. Don’t be
concerned, you know I’ll be fine on my own. I
never said “don’t go”.

I’ve written a note, it’s pressed between pages
that you’ve marked to find your way back. It says
“Does he ever get the girl?” But what if the pages
stay pressed, the chapters unfinished, the stories
too dull to unfold? Does he ever get the girl?

This basement’s a coffin I’m buried alive. I’ll die
in here just to be safe. I’ll die in here just to be
safe. ‘Cause you’re gone I get nothing and you’re
off with barely a sigh. I never said “Good-bye”

Does he ever get the girl?

when i was at the mall tonight with my friend that calls me up and asks me for fashion edvice, i ran in to another one of my friends who i haven’t seen in a while but talked to on the phone and the alike. she told me she like lost 15 or somthing lbs, and let me tell you, she looks totaly different, and so damn hot now. dont get me wrong she was good looking before, but now, god damn jimmy

is it bad that a girl calls you up and asked what she should were? like what goes together and stuff like that? now this is a girl who is damn fine looking and any guy on the block would love to hook up with her, but she is asking me what looks good n stuff. (ok just a reminder here i’m not gay.) but i guess i have good fashion sence. now if i could only have good opposite sex sence.. er something like that 🙂

why is it that the only thing my mother does it bitch to me about things that she made a mess of and for me to clean it up? for instance, the kitchen table with her papers n shit all over the place, the bathroom, the house and everything else, what the fuck? its her mess she should pick it up, i’ve done that many times already.

well i guess i could get rid of that dead rabbit by my front steps… i guess it was frozen there all winter and didn’t see it under the snow… kinda cool i think.

oh yeah and if i feel like it, mother just made me feel like doing nothing today :), i might redo the site