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i went out with my good friend Mel tonight, we went to the tunnel bar. we got drunk. rock on!

ok so my life doesn’t suck so much i had a date last night. i thought it rocked.

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tonight, i helped my friend.

i helped my friend feel better.

because i’m her friend.

because i love her.

marcie: if i lived closer i would totally make you kick me in the vag

marcie’s comment if she lived closer to me. can you feel the love? i can.

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Well I just saw a show on Bravo called, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy.

It reminded me of times when i worked at H+M.

Thats all just thought it was a cool show.

I went to the Brimfield Flea Market with my Dad last thursday for some good old antique whoring. This years market SSUCKED big ass. It was just all over priced garbage. Even my dad didnt find anything intersting which is odd becasue he loves to buy and pack rat away ANYONES trash in our basement. No lawn gnomes…no glass negitives.. not even a crappy brownie camera. I was disapointed. I was actually revolted when i saw someone trying to pawn off there old family albums to people… who would buy that shit, like anyone has such a boring life that they have to flip threw someone elses memories for whatever reason. And who would sell that!!! It wasent even like the photos had any historical value or anything. They were just family photos of birthdays and holidays. Thats just creepy. Then in on booth a guy was selling old test prints for a dollar each….garbage. I couldnt believe he was actually making money off his crappy test prints from people that dont realize it is just trash and will fade in a year or two. I told him a had a few boxes of them in my basement I would gladly sell him.hahhah. I did almost get pick pocketed from an old dirty man. He tried to open my little backpack but I turned around and cought him… basterd. The only thing I almost wasted my money on was a book that was about how to survive a nuclear attack from the 1960’s. It was pretty funny and had nice little drawings of people building fallout shelters and living in them. I decided not to buy it . Maybe next year.

all the good girls are:

1. taken by a nother guy

2. live in another state

3. live in a other state too far away

4. live in same state too far away

5. not interested in me

6. won’t let me know that they are interested in me, there for i won’t act…

7. dont like boys…

um, p.s. my life sucks, more to come with a site redesign or unless something extraordinary comes to pass.

so this week has been very crazy. First a customer at work got jumped in our parking lot. The police think that the men were waiting outside for a women to walk out alone. the beat her up,robbed her then stole her car. this all happened about a half hour after i left. our cvs is is a really sketchy part of town and its only a matter of time befor we get robbed for real by the junkies that usually rip us off. The majority of peopel that work there are female and we usually all get off work at different times so its rare to walk to your car with someone eles. i told my mom that i wanted to get pepper spray. she responded by saying “yeah thats a good idea, but you should get a gun whille your at it, i was looking through the smith and wesson catalog and there are some really cute ladies guns!”. i was like…WHAT??! YOU WANT ME TO GETA GUN AND YOUR SERIOUS!! then she was like.. “we just wont tell your father.” HAHAHAHAH. my moms nuts.

my friend chris came home this week from the marines. i havent seen him since highschool. hes still really hot 🙂 . i hung out with him everyday pretty much. had LOTS of fun. i used to think most guys were just jerks deep down.. but now i guess there not so bad..hahaa. hes to nice to me 🙂

what the fuck???? did i really write that?

my mom wants me to buy a gun… for real.. how fucked is that.. more on it lata i havd a fevw car bombn an in m drunk. goinnnn to bedd

-wow im retarted when im drunk. I should not be allowed to post after drinking carbombs and shots.

inm soo fuckked

ok this sucks… i miss my ex g/f and thats just from one night a couple days ago chillin with her, and no we didn’t have sex. but i’m not going to go back to her. i think its the thing that i miss is being with someone, holding her in my arms and just being with them. not that kelly and i did much of that when we were together, but we did that last time we hung out… damn it, i am not falling back into that damn void of depression i was in before. fuck that! thas is not going to happen again to me. so the next time i see cindy i’m going to ask her out to dinner. and shit if she isn’t working tomorrow then i’m going to call her. i would call her now but i’ll be nice and say its to late to call. 🙂

This is for Aaron… who followed his dreams, and found a prize.

and from Emily’s post… WOOOO!! WOOO!!!

WOOOO!! WOOO!!!

so i’ve been talking to an old friend of mine for a bit and i’m like ok i haven’t seen you in 2 years so let me see a pic of you! so i see it, and i swear if i didn’t know it was her and she just walked up to me i would have been like hmm do i know you? you look familiar but i don’t know…

in other words she looks damn cute now, she was cute 2 years ago but now, wow… but i think i liked her better with the darker hair, and perhaps shorter too 🙂 sorry Noelle

I LOVE BARS… I LOVE MY LITTLE BACKPACK… I LOVE STEALING THINGS FROM BARS WITH MY LITTLE BACKPACK…

the cowboy bebop movie kicks soooo much ass! i love it, i love it, i love it!

I SOOO LOVE THUNDER STORMS!

so i’m sitting here thining, a lot. and i could do another article where i just open up my skull and let you dissect my brain, knowing then what has been on my mind so much as of late. but i dont feel like opening my self so much like that right now. perhaps one of the reasons why is one of those things thats on my mind.

p.s. this site sucks, so far this month i’ve had 62 hits, not to mention well just look at it. 3 of my staff doesn’t write, and it just plain sucks i think. granted this is for my friends n such but still, come on you know? so this site needs a make over stat… maybe tomorrow since i have the day off i might do it.

p.p.s. there might be plains in the very close future of a new porn site coming out, i’ll keep you posted on that… amature porn industry watch out!

some times i’m such an ass. not that i am mean to any one, just that i over do some things, some times. and i regret it. but its not that i’m trying to over to it, its just that i’m trying to have a little fun.. i dunno

in short, take it slow…

SETH (1) m Biblical, English

Pronounced: SETH

Means “placed” or “appointed” in Hebrew. In the Old Testament he was the third son of Adam and Eve, and forefather of the entire human race.

SETH (2) m Egyptian Mythology (Hellenized)

Greek form of Egyptian Set or Setekh, which possibly meant “pillar” or “dazzle”. Seth was the evil Egyptian god of chaos, the slayer of Osiris.

i think that those are the best definitions of my name that i’ve found yet 🙂

me: whats your fav drink to drink

leigh ann: depends on my motive

😉

whats the use in likeing someone you cant have.. i think its time to find something new.

RADIOHEAD CONCERT AUGUST 13TH AT TWEETER CENTER IN MANSFILED MA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RADIOHEAD CONCERT AUGUST 13TH AT TWEETER CENTER IN MANSFIELD MA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kat i miss you..

hey sup i’m over at aarons, right now, its early and the the only people that are left are aaon his brother jayson, dwane, and amy also my self. it was a fun time. saw some people that i haven”t seen in a while, like derek, alex and thats about it, as far as people go. it was a little get to gether. i’m just typing this so my buz can go away and that i can bring dwain home. but i’m pretty ok right now 🙂

the other day kat and i went to check out this place where we might want to move to.. the only thing is that we dont know if it is the place in the ad. i did a reverse search on the phone number and we went to that address. the assholes haven’t returned my or kats messages so like what the fuck you know?

in other words, i’m thinking that i would like to have a g/f again. not my former one, but a girlfriend non the less. why you might ask, well its just the compainion ship of another person that you can confide to, some one that understainds you and that will liston to you when you need to talk. so i guess for that last example this site is my g/f. i just talk about whats on my mind.. well i did in my past articles. and if i remember my last one that i posted it summed up what i was feeling about wanting a g/f.

just a thought perhaps i need a new change of senory just to get into the “vib” again for art work, web work, and girl work. you know its just a thought.

i’m kinda thinking that this girl cindy might be a cool girl, but as kim (one of my coworkers) said perhaps i over analize things to much. perhaps i do, but that is how i am i guess. hehe this might be the longest post i’ve done in a while, perhaps its cause i was drinking, perhaps not, maybe its cause i have a lot on my mind right now. maybe i’m thinking that i’m lonley and that i need that person to confide in, with.

wow i opened up a lot here i guess. thats ok no big deal and as aaron would say “its not my fault.”

you know it would be cool, i’d think, if you could group your groups in AIM, like have a group called highschool and then have like the different clubs or something under that and then have the buddys, or for instance you can have a main group called ex-girlfriends, and then under that you could have the ex-girlfriend’s name and then under that you could have her screen names… you know its just a thought.

… new part to new version of web site…

a web cam with pictures on it, and of me too

… wow imagine that …

seth’s my only fan

so we got a new pharmasist at work and he ‘s the bass player for the band Almost Speechless! OooOoo! there a really good band check them out at www.almostspeechless.com. and also at http://artists.iuma.com/IUMA/Bands/Almost_Speechless/index-0.html

dammit why am i such wuss!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeyeye seth fixed the link!!

ex-girlfriend: hah, pretty sad u have to send out a message to everyone who knows u hoping one will call and make plans

Auto response from me: i’m taking a nap, call me, cause i want to do something!

ex-girlfriend signed off at 11:31:02 PM. (just after i wake up and check my away messages)

my response to that…

– fuck you, perhaps this is why i broke up with you in the first place.

note: this conversation wasn’t change and was taken in its entirety, only the screen names have been changed.

and love is only sex misspelled if it is really good sex…. really good 🙂

Love ain’t nothin’ but sex misspelled.

So here we are tonight,

you and me together

The storm outside, the fire is bright

And in your eyes I see

what’s on my mind

You’ve got me wild

turned around inside

And then desire, see, is creeping

up heavy inside here

And know you feel the same way

I do now

Now let’s make this an evening

Lovers for a night, lovers for tonight

Stay here with me, love, tonight

just for an evening

When we make

our passion pictures

You and me twist up

secret creatures

And we’ll stay here

Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends

But tonight let’s be lovers,

We kiss and sweat

We’ll turn this better thing

to the best

Of all we can offer, Just a rogue kiss

Tangled tongues and lips,

See me this way

I’m turning and turning for you

Girl, just tonight

Float away here with me

An evening just wait and see

But tomorrow go back to your man

I’m back to my world

And we’re back to being friends

Wait and see me,

Tonight let’s do this thing

All we are is wasting hours

until the sun comes up it’s all ours

On our way here

Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends

Tonight let’s be lovers, say you will

And hear me call, soft-spoken whispering love

A thing or two I have to say here

Tonight let’s go all the way then

Love I’ll see you,

Just for this evening

Let’s strip down, trip out at this

One evening starts with a kiss

Run away

And tomorrow

back to being friends

Lovers…love…lovers

Just for tonight, one night…love you

And tomorrow say goodbye

girl 1, 2, 3.

1 – got her number yesterday, but dont think i’ll be able to have a relationship with

2 – found out that she is younger then i thought, and has been naughty with the law

3 – haven’t seen her in about a week or so, last time she was with her brother, so didn’t feel like asking her out n stuff…

… do i just have the worst luck or what?

i really have no life. all i do is complain about work here.

wow blogger really sucks cant even put links in that work.. www.locket.net/cvs/index.html

I fixed it for you – Seth

i found this on the web today when i put in a search for cvs photo techs that hate there jobs. I only read a little . its pretty funny and sooooo true. you prolly wont get the jokes if you dont work at cvs tho but its kinda funny

Why is it that the second everyone else gets lonely someone just walks into their life and they live happily ever after. blah, blah, blah. ive been lonely for years… im tired of waiting. WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!!!!!!