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through the difficulty of life

it’s the bond that is ever lasting

doing an image search for Christmas on google, to post an image on myspace for peoples comments, i came across this…

nakedjen

… and i ask why

(p.s. not that i have a prob with the site or that person, but why do i always need to find the most random things on line…)

yeah sorry i haven’t been posting, been busy with work n stuff with the girls hanging out and the alike. so summing things up in short that i’ve been up to.

1. hanging out with the girls
2. hanging out with aaron a couple times
3. sleeping
4. working my ass off
5. still single
6. and loving life

oh man.. what a night.. not that i can complain about being liz’s chair/comfy thing to lean against/device to keep her from falling over, or staning up

just a good friend to “my 3 girls”

and love them all!

Boy the Bear’s Age Gauge: “You said your birthday is 2 / 5 / 1980

which means you are 25 years old and about:

63 years 3 months younger than Walter Cronkite, age 89

58 years 7 months younger than Nancy Reagan, age 84

55 years 8 months younger than George Herbert Bush, age 81

48 years 4 months younger than Barbara Walters, age 74

46 years 3 months younger than Larry King, age 72

40 years 0 months younger than Ted Koppel, age 65

36 years 7 months younger than Geraldo Rivera, age 62

33 years 7 months younger than George W. Bush, age 59

28 years 7 months younger than Jesse Ventura, age 54

24 years 3 months younger than Bill Gates, age 50

19 years 5 months younger than Cal Ripken Jr., age 45

13 years 7 months younger than Mike Tyson, age 39

9 years 6 months younger than Jennifer Lopez, age 35

4 years 1 month younger than Tiger Woods, age 29

2 years 5 months older than Prince William, age 23

and that you were:

21 years old at the time of the 9-11 attack on America

19 years old on the first day of Y2K

17 years old when Princess Diana was killed in a car crash

15 years old at the time of Oklahoma City bombing

14 years old when O. J. Simpson was charged with murder

13 years old at the time of the 93 bombing of the World Trade Center

10 years old when Operation Desert Storm began

9 years old during the fall of the Berlin Wall

5 years old when the space shuttle Challenger exploded

3 years old when Apple introduced the Macintosh

3 years old during Sally Ride’s travel in space

a 1 year old when Pres. Reagan was shot by John Hinckley, Jr”

ThinkGeek :: iDJ iPod Mixing Console

ThinkGeek :: Johnny

“Johnny was a chemist’s son,

But Johnny is no more.

What Johnny thought was H20

was H2SO4.”

ok, any of you guys out there, and i know of 3 that i went to highschool with, when we were freshmen and we all knew of that hot teacher that we would all love to bang, and if we got the chance to, we would have.

i say props to the kid for getting some and i say props to the kinky teacher.

its not like the kid didn’t know what he was doing… that is… unlike a little child, the kid is 14 and was prob saying sweet like ever 10 seconds or how ever long he lasted heh

and i’m sure the teach could have found someone her age or what have ya, but hey she wanted something a bit different, and if they both agreed to it who the fuck cares, its stupid for the state to get involved, i’ll give ya that she is a teacher but that makes it all the more fun. and btw i’m sure that kids dad isn’t mad at all, prob took the kid out to dinner or something.

wow that was a long comment… longest one i ever made, i’ll just post this on my site as well.

happy t-day

(i bet that kid wouldn’t mind having seconds of some breat or thigh hehe)

well tonight is the t-day eve. and i’m going out with a bunch of people to springfield meeting up with Aaron and some others too. tonight will most likely be a bit crazy i think… well at least on my end. can’t wait till i look at the pics after everything is all said and done (and snowed depending on when i get home).

so now its time for me to get ready and let the fun begin, then food tomorrow, then the craziness that is black friday when i work 7am-7pm and who knows maybe later then that.

🙂

She Blocked Me!

oh my god what a fun fucking night!!!

and to the stupid fuck that tried to pick a fight to me… its a good thing that i walked away from you, cause you wouldn’t have known what you would have gotten your self into.

i love the girls!!!
Amy
Lauren
Erica

you all rock!

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Sometimes i wonder why or how is it that i have so many friends who are girls.

(….and never have a girlfriend)

Well tonight it finally hit me. I was doing good for a long while now, and thought it was going to continue for at least a bit longer now. But it didn’t.

I got those stupid holiday blues again, that all or at least most single people get during the holidays. Wanting that special someone to just be with, snuggling together on the couch, drinking hot chocolate (or what have ya) and just enjoying the time together in the warmth of the house. Or even going on those great drives that we up here in New England can do to look at the changing scenery, or just the land scape its self. There are so many places around here in western mass that some people know of and other little “secret” places that are just waiting to be found.

blah…

Ok Aaron said that dead aim worked with the new ver of aim… So reluctantly tonight, I downloaded the new ver and tried it out… Dead aim did work, kinda, for some reason it wasn’t displaying the icons the right way, so I uninstalled and went back to the old ver of aim… Well the only thing with that is the old ver doesn’t know that it was being used before, so all the other screen names (that I don’t use) are gone and so are all my away messages as well. fucking sucks.

also on that note, the new beta ver of aim is stupid, it is too “aol-ish” and looks like a knock off of what trillian can do. I’m sticking with my aim ver 5.5.3598 for now its the best one out there.. That is if that guy from dead aim can get off his ass and make a new copy of the hew vers lazy bastard.

Well I’m finally going back to work after 10 days off… Feels like a fucking month went by, and granted for most of Oct. I haven’t been in my store that much. With days off, a district meeting, new store opening and like I said my va-ca this month went by fast!

the past 24 hours I put together a new web site, yeah but this one isn’t for the public, its for all the girls whom graciously added me to their group, that I go out and have fun with at the bars n such. So this is my gift to them. I sent out a e-mail to all of you (those who read this site) so join up and lets have some fun with this.

other then that been doing the Halloween stuff, last night on Halloween I was Dr. Love again, but this time I went professional, and added a tie under the scrubs, people thought I was really a Dr. and more so that I was some doogie houser or something. I think I like to have fun with people too much, oh well no harm done.

Lo came out with us. It’s good to have her back in the swing of things. Makes me happy to see a smile on her once again. Oh and she looks very sexy in her maid out fit, Jen as you saw in the last post, was Chun Li, and sexy in that too. And Amy was cute as can be with her 2nd take on her army outfit. heh something about when she has her hair braided down in 2 pony tails, I just love it.

um what else, I was up in Northampton today looking around some of the different stores, and getting ideas for the gift giving season that is very quickly getting closer. I know that I def have to get 7 of my friends presents, some of them things will be easy to get others I have to put some more thought into. Although the ones that I’ve gave gifts to in the past, know that I always put thought into what they got. Also something that people should note, its not always the gift that is given but how it is presented, and the thoughts behind the gift. Just my thoughts on the gift giving thing… Perhaps I’ve watched too much tlc discovery, home and garden and the alike in my time. Oh well at least I know how to make a gift basket look cool.

tomorrow I get to head out to dads in the long-ghetto, to help him take down his adult “blow up kiddy pool” so that should be interesting, maybe I can get a lunch out of it or something 🙂

Ok, since me and the girls are always going out and taking pictures, I’m going to make a separate site just for us, and the pics that we take. So you girls with the non digital photos… Get them on a CD when you get the prints, or… I can scan them in. And you girls with the digital photos send them over to my e-mail and I’ll put them on the site as well… Just remember to send them to me (you know who you are) 🙂

oh and I don’t have all of your e-mail addys so just e-mail me with them and I’ll be sure to send you the link.

I love this time of year, everyone gets dressed up has fun and a good time is had by all… Well that is for this damn cold weather… Why couldn’t the people over in Ireland back in the day make the fall holiday when its warm out, not in this cold weather.

anyways we were going to have a bunch of people come with us to this party out in east buttfuck, but a bunch bailed on us, so it was just Amy and Gel (heh sorry I don’t know how to spell your full name, but since Amy calls you that this should be ok 🙂 ) and my self. But first off, Lo was going to go with us, but she said she didn’t have a costume, so I rounded up a bunch of randomness I had at the house and headed over, nothing worked out for her, and then chilled with her for about an hour trying to think up things for her to be, but that as well didn’t work out. Not even Amy could get her to come out with us 🙁 and after we got to the party and saw what people were in, Lo def could have half assed a costume and gotten away with it..

speaking of costumes, Amy looked fucking hot in her nurse’s outfit from hot topic so did Gel with her pirate costume, and self made corset, hot let me tell ya, both of them hot. And me? Well I was in my scrubs and bay state hospital lab coat being Dr. Love. And believe me I wouldn’t have minded giving a little of my bed side manor to some of the girls there tonight, although a bunch of them did look a bit on the skanky side… Oh well, the girls I was with soo out classed any other girl there by 1000 fold.

oh I almost forgot, when at Lo’s and the girls were getting ready I was playing with the refrigerator word magnets and came up with this little saying.

So today i really wanted to carve pumpkins but i had no one to do it with. and i was thinking that i’d go for a little drive tomorrow to look for some from a local grower for cheep, and not what they are at stop and shop…

the only thing with that is, that its one of those things that you’d do with a girlfriend or what have ya, you know going for a ride, picking out the pumpkins, going back home and having fun carving them up together, a date thing.

so i was talking to Amy tonight and she said that Lo was staying over for the night after work, and we came up with the idea of getting pumpkins and carving them all together as a surprise for Lo. so with that i went down to stop and shop paid my 12 bucks for the 3 huge pumpkins and one of those pumpkin saws for kids (mind you those rock for carving) and 2 stake knives (that are good for stake, and could be better for pumpkins) and headed over to Amys.

we had a blast, hot chocolate, popcorn, toasted pumpkin seads, and a new tradition is born, something i will be looking forward to from now on this time of year.

i was going to use a stencil of a dragon on my pumpkin, but that didn’t work out that well trying to put it on, so i free handed a wacky face, Lo did a drunk/stoned mexican smoking a blut (or the stem of her pumpkin that came off), and Amy… well amy did something more of a hieroglyphic style of something that she is very fond of, see if you can make out what it says…

Today i did something that i’ve never done before, i burned a couple cds and then went out to my car, and sat in it, and then listened to the music.

sound has always been an important thing to me, first with my computer, with 4.1 THX surround sound that is out of this world, then with my 5.1 Onkyo Home Theater on the tv, and now with my Bose system in the car, 4 speakers, 2 tweeters and a sub, god i love music!

the things that come out of my mouth…

-people could be sad when someone goes, but they shouldn’t they should be happy about the time they had with that person, and what they did during those happy times with them, death should be a celebration of life, not the solitude of death

-the mouth is where you speak from, its the exit of what your heart thinks, there for it has the most meaning of the parts of the body

Seth: I’m getting a new car

Amber: so am i

Seth: i’m getting a ’06 mazda 3

Seth: what are you getting

Amber: 99 Suzuki Esteem

Seth: they named a car after something people should have?

Amber: yes

Amber: I gave myself esteem

Amber: lol

Seth: i’m comming out with a goth line then, called depression, despair, and imprisonment, in 3 colors, virgin white, blood red, and dungeon black

Amber: HAHAHAHAHAHAH

today is a sad day, one of the girls whom i go out drinking with, and that i consider her my friend, Lauren, her roommate passed away this after noon. now i’ve only met Alista a couple times, and only chatted with her for a short while the first time. to me she was a happy person looking forward to finshing up her mathematics degree and if i recall becoming a teacher after that. she was the same age as me as well i belive. it just sucks how someones life can just be over with out any warning.

so laruen, my heart goes out to you, and a big hug, to try to help you threw this.

in other news, when you think you are over someone, and you know that you are over that person that you once had feelings for, you see something and that brings them up all over again. not so much the feelings for her i had before, but the feeling of being wanted like she was to him, knowing that “there is that special someone”, the anticipation of seeing them once again…

… i’d like to have that

This is what happens when i get bored and need a new image for the front screen of my cell phone…

Well today was a very interesting day, started off the day going down to the mazda dealership to talk money with the car guy, but was told that he wasn’t in today, i’m like oh allright, so walked around the holyoke mall, stoped in at the aero said hi to a couple people then went for a walk where i haven’t been in a while. a special place in holyoke. check out the pic.

so then i went back to the car place, cause i got a call from the guy saying he was in, i guess the other guy didn’t know he was in at 2pm just after i left there. so i talked the talk and did the money thing, and guess what? i got my self a new car!!!

My love of legos has been going on since I was a little kid, I never had quatro, or even duplo. Always just lego. I had (and still have) 2 huge trunks filled with them, as well as a bunch of sorted legos in plastic tubs. Not to mention all the legos spread out on my work table from my little lego building frenzy I was in about last year, that started with the bionicle stuff.

I love how they put the technic and lego together. And with my past legos I’ve made some bad ass stuff if you ask me, anyways with I spotted the Robo Platoon a while ago but never got it, so the other day I went and finally got. I just love them cause they look like lil anime mechas made out of legos! And we all know how much I love my anime.

granted this set isn’t one of those crazy big lego things they got out there, but I’d expect something a bit more from them besides the cool design, you have to have to elements be as sound as the design. I wish they would come up with a huge lego set to do some sweet ass mecha with, and not this dorky looking one the color scheme just sucks if you ask me, hehe but I like how they chopped up a lego guy and took its bottom half and use that for its fingers (they could have done better).

Its been a while since I talked about one of my favorite things that keep me going, something I could never do with out, and that’s my bawls. hehe

Birthday Calculator

You entered: 2/5/1980

Your date of conception was on or about 15 May 1979.

(This isn’t true cause I should have been born in late December or Jan 1st, not Feb 5th)

You were born on a Tuesday
under the astrological sign Aquarius.
Your Life path number is 7.

The Life Path Number
The Life Path is the sum of the birth date. This number represents who you are at birth and the native traits that you will carry with you through life. The most important number that will be discussed here is your Life Path number. The Life Path describes the nature of this journey through life.A Life Path 7 person is a peaceful and affectionate soul, and by nature rather reserved and analytical. The overwhelming strength of the number 7 is reflected in the depth of thinking that is shown; you will garner knowledge from practically every source that you find. Intellectual, scientific and studious, you don’t accept a premise until you have dissected the subject and arrived at you own independent conclusion. This is a very spiritual number and it often denotes a sort of spiritual wisdom that becomes apparent at a fairly early age. You need a good deal of quiet time to be with your own inner thoughts and dreams. You dislike crowds, noise and confusion. You are very thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to be a meet a high standard of performance, too. You evaluate situations very quickly and with amazing accuracy. You rely heavily on your experiences and your intuition, rather than accepting advice from someone; your hunches usually prove to be very accurate, and knowing this, you are one who tends to follow the directions they seem to guide. It’s easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people. You aren’t one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it’s for life. You really aren’t a very social person, and your reserve is often taken to be aloofness. Actually, it’s not that at all, but merely a cover up for your basic feeling of insecurity. You actually like being alone, away from the hustle and bustle of modern life. In many ways, you would have fit in better in much earlier times when the pace of life was less hectic.In the most negative use of the 7 energies, you can become very pessimistic, lackadaisical, quarrelsome, and secretive. A Life Path 7 individual who is not living life fully and gaining through experiences, is a hard person to live with because of a serious lack of consideration and because there is such a negative attitude. The negative 7 is very selfish and spoiled. If you have any of the negative traits they are very difficult to get rid of because you tend to feel that the world really does owe you a living or in some way is not being fairly treated. Fortunately, the negative 7 is not the typical 7, at least not without some mitigating positive traits. This number is one that seems to have some major shifts from highs to lows. Stability in feelings may be elusive for you.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2444274.5.

Julian date:
The number of days since noon 4713 BC January 1.

The golden number for 1980 is 5.

Golden Number:
A number showing the year of the lunar or Metonic cycle. It is reckoned from 1 to 19, and is so called from having formerly been written in the calendar in gold.

The epact number for 1980 is 13.

Epact Number:
The moon’s age at the beginning of the calendar year, or the number of days by which the last new moon has preceded the beginning of the year.

The year 1980 was a leap year.As of 10/14/2005 1:02:12 AM CDT
You are 25 years old.
You are 308 months old.
You are 1,340 weeks old.
You are 9,383 days old.
You are 225,193 hours old.
You are 13,511,582 minutes old.
You are 810,694,932 seconds old.

There are 114 days till your next birthday on which your cake will have 26 candles
Those 26 candles produce 26 BTU’s, or 6,552 calories of heat (that’s only 6.5520 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.97 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1980 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1980 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1980 in the US there were 2,406,708 marriages (10.6%) and 1,182,000 divorces (5.2%)
In 1980 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
Your birthstone is Amethyst

The Mystical properties of Amethyst
Amethyst is used to increase spiritually

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources) Bloodstone, Onyx, Moonstone

Your birth tree is

Poplar, the Uncertainty
Looks very decorative, no self-confident behaviour, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organiser, tends to philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership serious.

There are 72 days till Christmas 2005!The moon’s phase on the day you were
born was waning gibbous.

Tuesday, February 5, 1980
Moon’s age (days): 18
Distance (Earth radii): 63.73
Percent Illumination 81.41%
Ecliptic latitude (degrees): 2.95
Ecliptic longitude (degrees): 183.28

What Your Name Means

You entered: seth       hirsch

There are 15 letters in your name.
Those 15 letters total to 73
There are 4 vowels and 11 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions. Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.

Your Soul Urge number is: 8

A Soul Urge number of 8 means:
With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flare for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you’re a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means:
You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.

I usually love the sound of the rain, especially heavy rain like tonight. I sometimes wish I had a tin roof so the rain could be heard off that as well. (not rusted for you b-52 people), but not tonight. tonight as I lay in my bed with my window open the rain coming down, I don’t lay there content, peaceful or something to that affect. No, tonight I lay there lonely wanting to be held or holding someone in my arms. Someone who I care about and in turn she cares about me. And for a while now I don’t have any one person in mind that I’d like to do that with. Sure there is the thoughts of yeah that would be nice, but in my life time I’ve had to many of those thoughts. Perhaps cause I’m more of a realists to my own life and things, but I have that wish that hey if I take that chance then something might come from it, always hoping something good, but usually what happens isn’t that type good I was looking for, but its always good to have more good friends then none at all in the end.

Hugs to all of my good friends, you know who you are.

hey people, got some questions about the site for you, and please everyone who visits this site comment on this one.

– do you like the site better or worse then before, and why
– do you mind the comment link being bold, or should i hack my css to fix that
– should i add more graphics to the site, and if so what type
– should there be another section on here that isn’t, if so what?

and anything else you would like to comment about the site, now or past too

wow what another great night tonight, or even today was.

i got to hang out with my old and dear friend kat to start the afternoon, went to see the dogs and cats at an animal shelter over in springfield, then went to the olive garden had a late lunch/early supper, then on the way back stopped at the salvation army looked at some things, saw this very cool wicker corner chair that is curved and goes up and then over you so its like a little hut or something, very cool, but it came with the set,and that wasn’t that cool at all. then i came home.

oh so i found out today that the car got totaled hence the previous post, and my g-mom is acting like a “old lady” and doesn’t want me to be driving her car sine she thinks i dont have insurance anymore… and i do, i called up my local guy, and ways, looks like i get to drive the mustang now for a lil while and mom gets to drive my g-moms sable to work… i’m going to need a new car fast good thing i have sunday off… going to test drive all day to look at the cars, and even some used ones perhaps… i drove amys 02 maxima, and that was very nice.

speaking of amy… took the mustang out tonight to amherst, in the rain (and i hate driving it in anything other then dry roads) over to her friend lo’s place, and she’s a friend of mine too, from there went to the liqueur 44, got some red bull and some nips, back to lo’s place with my soco and did some pre-gaming. from there we went to the usual mc-merfs, did some more drinking, talking, met up with jen, did a lil dancing, and such, took tons of pics, and a couple vids.. that i might have up here on the site, have to ok it with the girls… then went to the dinner had some orgasmic food and then we went home.

i love the sound of rain, esp heavy rain like its doing right now, and its warm and humid out as well… perfect for sex in the rain, still on my “to do list”. but in closing i’ll leave a few things that were spoken tonight:

“hey stripper”
“i’m a stripper?”
“boob shirts”
“we’re drinking like we’re 15”
“my toes are naked”
“oh i didn’t know it was you with out the hat”
“her but, just undid your belt!”
“cleavage tossing” correction, “cleave ball”
“i know now why it would be fun to be in a meeting room with you”
“bugger-riffic”
“bugger-tastic”
“love-ya”

ok, as of now i’m looking for a new place to live in the very near future. i’m also looking to get a new car, that is new new, or almost new in the very very near furture.

anyone got any suggestions or advise?

hey check out the new site, its been done for a while now, just needed to fix the comments so they can play peek-a-boo with you, so i fixed that tonight, after the 2 people (that i know of) read this site saying that i haven’t been updating that much, (and i haven’t this past month more about that in a sec) and that they need this site to keep them going for their daily lives and wellbeing.

this past month has been crazy, going out almost all the time with people from work, the sexy girls at aero, and their sexy friends, you know who you are. also my car got hit t-bone style right into the back right side wheel. and i’m waiting for the ins co to get back to me on fri to see if i get a new car or what.

a part of this new ver of the site is going to be image galleries, i have my old ones (newly redone) still but thinking about adding ones from going out n such, but hosting them on my server like the site is… not something like webshots or that..even though that might be easier to deal with.. but then again i dont get the fun of making the galleries (or gallys) and resizing all the images. perhaps i’ll even add a photo blog here, its an evolving site, changing, growing, becoming older,

heh if you think about it “the site” is in its 5th form, whats this you might say?, well when it all started, i had my first web site on geocities back in the day, then i got my .com and started up digi, so thats form 2, and then i tossed that .com and got this one blindsyntax, and now we are at v3. kinda like some type of DBZ guy, like Freeza, or Goku, hehe next ver i should call it blindsyntax super sayin edition.

…or something

ok last post for 2.0… when i was moving some things around, i had 2 tabs open one with the template for 2.0 and one for 3.0, i thought the new template i pasted, and then uploaded with out viewing was for 3.0… but it wasn’t.

2.0 then had my default test file i used when i was first putting together the site… with no blogger code, just bloger output ie. html in the form of posts/comments, so i backhacked 3.0’s blogger code, put it into 2.0 and got all the posts back. but not the comments, perhaps i’ll feel like playing around with the comment code, but prob not… not like there was that many or too important comments to be saved… and not like they aren’t there… just not accesable

on to 3.0

every one gets even a little jealous some times, it just depends on what the situation is. and then how they react to it. and its funny how it makes them feal like crap some times too

i hate it when bad things happen to people you care very much about.

now i should really be in bed right now, or as soon as i got home but i’m not. i just have a couple things on my mind tonight.

first off went out with the girls from work again, namely Jen and Amy and and a good time. we ran into this girl that amy is trying to hook me up with but as things have turned out the last 2 times we were at the same place at the same time there was another guy, whom she knew or something to that sort, so who am i to interrupt that… and besides the bar seen isn’t exactly my thing to try to talk to people/meet people i dunno. maybe cause there are way to many people in there at the same time.

we had tons and tons of pics taken of all of us, digital cams are fun toys let me tell ya. well all of you (the 3 that read this, and one whom i know out of the 3 for sure) know all ready.

we went back to jens and this guy and that girl amy was trying to hook me up with (whom she was talking to all night at the bar with) were on the coutch together so i went into the other room with amy and was hanging out where and some other people and jen, and let me tell you, that cuddling that that i’ve been wanting felt fucking nice tonight, just chilling with amy resting on her legs up on top of the futon me resting against her legs and jen across the futon and her head on my chest/lap got some good pics of it, good times good times.

on the flip side of that… things that i’m thinking of that aren’t making feel too nifty:

– nights like this remind me of spending time with kat in boston, or just kat in general, i miss her

– will i ever get the girl? it’s still bothers me a bit every now and then when jen talks about her exs or how she’s waiting for her ex to come back from the military in front of me… wtf she knew how i felt, doesn’t she might think that it could maybe bother me just a bit? or at least by my reactions how i totally lose interest in what she is saying and do something else? and this other girl erika, she has energy let me tell ya, kinda reminds me of kat… come to think of it all of the girls that i’ve had interests in (this last one eh so so ) but all of them have the same type of “energy” in one way or another, robin, kat, jen… and we know how all that went down…

but in all and all, i have good friends, so its not that bad. sure i’m lonely as fuck, always “the nice guy” but not the nice guy that someone want to be their boyfriend. its just funny how people tell me about these guys that they are with and they are treated like shit by them one way or other, and i’m thinking to my self, whats wrong with these guys, why fucking cheat on your girlfriend and then still keep it going.. if things aren’t working out end it, talk about it, but dont fucking do something like that, its like slapping someone in the face. no respect for her, or the relationship. and a bunch of other shit that i can’t figure out why peope do that shit.

i’d just like it, if a girl would “take the lead” as it were and be like hey i like you (and god willing she is cute and i like in return, and not a moped hehe) and just get the bullshit out of the way, like one of my writings said it just makes everything so damn easier.

time to vent:

i’m going to start a new tv show,

its going to be called the ‘worlds biggest bitch’

and its going to be staring, my mom

the home channel, tlc, or like any of the other tv networks that like to do reality tv shows or the alike should do something like the worlds most dumb stupid fucked up bitchy mother, and just follow my mom around and tape her… that might be interesting, it will be like american choppers with the dad and son allways fighting around the bikes, but here it would be me and her fitting around all her shit that she never does anything with.

she wants to clean the house she says and complains to me that the house isn’t good. ok fine i do my shit and boom its clean, all her shit is still the same, or she’ll do little things that doesn’t do shit for the rest, case in point her office, that litterly has a semi trail from the door to the computer and thats fucking it, there is space around the keyboard but not much for typing but on both sides there are hills and mounds of shit, just random stuff all over the pace oh and dont forget the big ass trash barrel that is in her office, cause the little one just was too much of a bother to keep on emptying with all the food shit she brings up there. next thing she would possibly clean is her room, yeah like anyone sees that. next would be the bathroom, joy she put her shit away.. wow that is untill the next morning when she has to get ready for work…

and the best thing was today, didn’t do shit to the basement cause perhaps get rid of that shit down there.. and we can put some other shit from up stairs down there.. but no, she goes and fucking takes off the pain of the hand rail out side of the front door and then is going to repaint it at some point… wtf?

oh btw i did the kitchen today the part of it that might stay that way and the rest is her shit… i need to fucking get out of here, anyone want a room mate?

for a relationship to be a good one, there will be some pros and cons with in that but to use the term its self, its a relation between the 2 things, the good and the bad that make the whole

i was cleaning my room today and found a lil collection of fortunes, from fortune cookies. they are as follows in no particular order:

Be most affectionate today

lucky numbers 10, 20, 25, 34, 40, 45

Don’t be afraid to take that big step

lucky numbers 12, 17, 19, 33, 36, 38

You may attend a party where strange customs prevail

lucky numbers 6, 14, 17, 19, 22, 25

Passionate new romances appears in your life when you least expect it

lucky numbers 17, 27, 24, 25, 32, 38

You will soon discover how truly fortunate you really are

lucky numbers 21, 43, 5, 36, 17, 6

Smile to others, honesty and friendship bring you fortune

lucky numbers 39, 42, 17, 2, 28, 30

Your mind is filled with new ideas

lucky numbers 23, 14, 38, 47, 22, 6

You are heading in the right direction

daily numbers 7 6 0

lotto six numbers 13 29 38 44 3 8

Have a beautiful day

daily numbers 0 7 9

lotto six numbers 31 3 46 44 12 37

You are a person of culture

daily numbers 9 2 9

lotto six numbers 13 20 43 31 39 1

Listen not to vain words of empty tongue

daily numbers 9 3 7

lotto six numbers 38 19 15 24 4 5

Your exotic ideas lead you to many exciting new adventures!

i need to get drunk like that more often i think…

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