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ok, my first day off this week, and look what time i’m up at, grr

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tisha: you can tell your a total dork from ur aol profile.. no offense.. some girls like dorky.. ull probably end up with a hot chick one day..

Auto response from Seth: i’m around, give me a call or leave a message

tisha: Hobbies & Interests: Driving around with the music playing, hanging out with friends, photography, and other fun stuff.

tisha: if anything.. put chillin… drivin around, music blarin.. looking for some hot bitches

tisha: come on seth

one of my fav shows farscape, on the sci-fi channel just had its series finally and it was one of the best shows, but I’m so fucking pissed off at them what they did at the end of the show, one of the happiest moments of the series and then they just go off and kill the main two leads what the fuck was that?? but on the flip side, it said to be continued so I guess there is always a chance for something to happen. I’m just so pissed off right now.

Tisha: this is history in the making

Seth: blah, every day is history in the making, its just a matter of people remembering it

“i was just wondering if you’d come along.

hold up my head when my head won’t hold on.

i’ll do the same if the same’s what you want.

but if not i’ll go…

i will go alone.”

Seth: best buy has a cam for $1500

Seth: but you get free shipping

Seth: lol

Stacy: I bought a 5mp

Seth: ?

Stacy: olympus for $500 (including shipping)

Seth: is it good?

Stacy: sorry, what’d you say?

Seth: is it good

Stacy: I dunno

Stacy: I haven’t gotten it yet!

Stacy: haha

Seth: oye

some people are just such ass holes

just so you know (you the people (the 2-4 of you) that come to visit the site) i am realy starting to redo the site now. i just wasn’t in the right type of mood to do anything productive with the site. but i have been going through my massive amount of clip art / photos i have on my comp and i think i’m getting an idea of what i want to do. well i guess you’ll just have to wait and see now wouln’t you.

p.s. when the hell is blogger going to put in a spell check with this thing? shit google owns them now so how about taking some of that money and give me a spell check so i wouldn’t have to cut and paste it?

i know i said i’m sorry, but i am still very sorry. i guess i was mad at my self and i guess perhaps a little at your actions the other night. but in all it has past, there will be other times, and more fun (and warmer) nights to be had.

i wish this god damned winter would end. there has been snow on the ground since, like, november or something. today it’s 19 degrees and fucking freezing. all i want is to wake up in the morning with my windows open, cool spring breeze blowing in, no snow, bright sun… in a perfect world.

kat (10:18:07 PM): hey

Auto response from seth (10:18:07 PM): being a grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up, those were the best time of our lives

kat (10:18:13 PM): hey

kat (10:18:15 PM): hjdslka

kat (10:18:16 PM): lksdaj

kat (10:18:17 PM): askdj

kat (10:18:18 PM): kjasd

kat signed off at 10:44:47 PM.

…thanks for calling

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that’s me, in a nutshell. it took an online test to point that out. that’s sad.

and today i start my search for a new place to live… anyone want a roommate?

i just washed my hair and now my head’s cold.

i’ve been playing the newish harry potter comoputer game ‘the chamber of secrets’ all day. well actually, for the past two days, but it’s allgood. my mom got both of them for me ‘the chamber of secrets’ and ‘the sorcerer’s stone’, for christmas and this is the first time i’ve played with them. i tried the first one, but i sucked at it. actually, there was one particular level i couldn’t get past. i then gave up and installed the second one. i’m such a quitter. oh well. i’m rockin the second one. my comp’s slow though, so it takes forever and a half to actually LOAD the game, five minutes to play the game, then another forever to load again. it’s terrible, but what are you gonna do?

my cousin just got a blog. it’s quite interesting too. partially because he’s my cousin, making him an interesting kid. here’s his site. Random Stuff

ta ta for now. oh how i wish i was a brit.

Which Evil Criminal are You?

you know its very fucked up when someone doesn’t get asked to go to a party that another person is having, even when that other person has asked favs of that person, and that person did so with no questions asked.. so fucked up

“Welcome to my world. It’s population one, and you can’t come.” -John Mayer

it’s a qoute-worthy day!

“Let’s grow old together. That might be fun.” -John Mayer

I had no clue what to write about, so i’ll just write about my old school compared to my current school. that’s old though. no one wants to read about drama queens here and how their asses would have been kicked in public schools. that gets really boring. i could write about my mom, but that’ll take too long. she is a collidiscope. i could also write about something that really gets me going, something i’m very passionate about, like the Holocaust. not many can endure the gruesome details. writing about the yankees versus the red sox. that’s too easy though. the yankees kick the red sox’ ass twenty-four seven. i think i shoud write about something on my mind. something that’s been bothering me. Dumb jocks would do.

OMG! i took one of those test things online entitled “how much of a republican are you” or something like that. i tool it and it told me that i’m 86-100% republican!!! AAHHH! i’m a democrat, or at least that’s what i thought. i know i shouldn’t trust the results of the online test; they’re not scientific or proven. but it greatly upsets me to know that i answered whole-heartedly and truthfully and it told me i was a republican. if a shabby girl comes up and asks me for two bucks to get a slice of pizza, i’m gonna tell her to get a job. it doesn’t make me a republican! it’s just commomn sense! you want money, you get a job! i hate the welfare system. that doesn’t make me a republican though! my mom says i am because all i think about is money. America is a capitalist society! they train you to get a good education so you can get into a good college so you can get a good job. why do they want you to get a good job? so you can make money! it’s a value that’s been instilled in kids since the second grade! it’s the foundation of the capitalist society. they want you to make more money so they can make more money off you your money. one two three people. just because i understand the system doesn’t make me a republican. that really urks me.

“bartender please.

roll one up for me.

with the kind you gave jesus

after three days in the ground.”

“i’ve never really been good at explaining my songs… i just work here.”

if there is one thing in this world that i can’t stand is wimpering. is anoys the fuck out of me. shut the fuck up!

.. and i better not be getting sick

if this was the matrix my name would be dot-com.

…but some fucker already took that screen name.

so i’m sitting here watching wondergirl’s cam (see link page), of a little party or what have ya in her dorm. and i’m sitting here thinking so this is what i’m missing tonight / this past week down at uconn. not that anything goes on during the winter i was told by the people i talked to, but i was there during the week, and not the weekend so grr. all friends were busy today/night. but i guess that is ok. albeit it would have been nice to have gone out and done something since i don’t have to work again tomorrow, and could have been drunk off my ass tonight. hell i could be drunk off my ass tomorrow since i dont have to be in work till 1pm on monday. but i dont see anything happening as of yet.

tomorrow i will be leaving my house to go to the mall i feel like buying stuff. but the thing i want comes out next weekend, the action replay for the game cube. whats that you might ask, well remember game genie for ninendo, well same thing. i’ve been waiting for this thing since xmass, then they are like ok feb 17th, and now they are like march 1st, so well see next weekend.

and i’ve just been looking at web sites and wft can’t anyone do any cool sites anymore besides a stupid “blogger type” layout? at least i fucked around with this one and made it my own

and i just checked the stats now

so this is the first time that i checked the site since i got back from uconn, its been like a day. i wonder if that tells me something, hmm

hey just a fyi, i’ll be down at uconn till thursday night, maybe friday i dont know, so i prob won’t have access to a comp, unless a nice student lets me use hers (hehe) so if you want to get a hold of me call my cell phone.

i’m sorry i’m not writing as much. my life really sucks right now. i feel like i’m losing my grip on reality. i feel like i’m losing all of my friends; the worst part is i apparently don’t know who my “real friends” are. i don’t even know if i have any ‘real friends’.

my grades are going down the drain and i want to prevent that, but i’m losing the will to do that.

it’s like the levi’s commercial. i’m standing in the middle of the road and everything is rushing by me. except instead of the stream rushing towards me, it’s going by. it’s leaving me behind by myself. it doesn’t care if i disintegrate into nothing. i want to say something. then i work up the courage. then it escapes from my mouth before the words do. that or my mouth fire with intensity and the flowing rush of people speed up, trying to get away from me.

i swear i want to go back to my old school so bad. this would never be the case in public school. i would be mega-popular like i was in freshman year there. if i ever felt that i wasn’t fitting in or being totally ignored or excluded, i would simply go to another group of friends and hang with them. it was no big deal. but then you go to fucking boarding school where there’s only 360 people and you don’t have that liberty anymore. everyone there’s a fucking drama queen. you never see drama queens in public school. they get beat up and spit on; they drop the act and drop it quick. no one likes a drama queen. and since i’m not one, i get excluded. yeah like i want to complain about every single fucking thing in the god damn world. i complain about bush and his fleet of republicans and when the Yankees are losing during baseball season. i don’t make a big show of myself; i never needed to. people killed to be my friend in public school. granted out of all the friends i had, few were actual “real friends”, they were still friends. there was still someone there. who do i go to when i’m having a personal crisis? certainly not the drama queens. then they’ll start talking about themselves and how they had a similar conflict. DID I FUCKING ASK FOR THEIR ADVICE???? i’m not a fucking idiot!! i ask them to listen, they think i’m vulnerable and bust out of their drama queen act.

sometimes i wish they went to public school. just a few days even. they’d either get their asses kicked for trying to act smart or they’d be so excluded from the masses that they would self-implode from attention deprivation. that would be wonderful.

well, with that said. excuse me while i kill myself.

today on my lunch break, an asain girl came into the store, and asked they other manager that was working, were i was. she was in the store ealier that day, and i said hi to her. i’ve helped her out before, n stuff shopping, but i wonder what she wanted today….

oh oh oh, i do hope i have a stalker that would sooo rock! 🙂

and once again i’ve had another shitty birthday, happy b-day seth.

happy birthday

yup its my b-day, i’m 23.

happy, happy.

joy, joy.

well nobody is updating. not for a couple of days now. maybe i should say something… dave matthews & tim reynolds tickets go on sale soon. i am praying to every god in existence that i’ll get them. somebody up there will answer my prayers. :: prays ::

god please look upon me…

pipe snap

water run

driveway wet

heat gone

room cold

rest of house

warm

i’m so excited about American Idol! it’s so good, but i definitly think they had more talent last year. i would watch it tonight but i have to work. on a wednsday when i specifically stated that i couldn’t work weeknights due to school work. i have the smartest manager ever!

so i’m leaving for Canada on friday right? i also have to do laundry, a five page paper that i haven’t started and pack. also other homework. so working tonight’s gonna be great. i’m definitly bringing some homework to do. wednsday are quite possibly the slowest day of the week. no one goes shopping on wednsday.

i was so excited about going to canada, but now i want my money back. i don’t want to go. it’ll be way too cold and i want to sleep for the tiny “long weekend” my school gives me. monday and tuesday off doesn’t count as anything. i hope i become deathly ill tomorrow. but not before i get my money back. unfortunatly, it’ll never happen. darn.

things on the new version:

my art work:

– digital

– photo (35mm / digital)

– writings (articles)

my blog (duh)

news (for the site)

links (duh)

about / faq

– about me

– history / ver.

– the past blogers with their content

shop (cafeshops for site and art things)

time (why not)

tag board (why not)

web cam (not that i’ll be on it)

imood (web and mine)

i have decided that nobody reads this site, so this is why i don’t post. for all of you who do read the site, i’m sorry, but i am going to cut way back on posting and soon i will be leaving the site. you can still visit me at my site, digital caffeine, or e-mail me. i’ll still be alive.. i hope.

peace ya’ll.

shibby

John Mayer’s concert’s DVD, Any Given Thursday, is coming out February 11!!! It’s called !!!

check for more info at John Mayer.com!

i’m sooo excited!! i love John Mayer!!! yippiiieee!!

you know, i was just looking at the site and it is soooo dead…. arg i need to trim the fat and remold this hunk of clay

please get me the fuck out of this hell hole called my mothers house!

or at least give her some fucking brains to not mess up the home network or turn the house into one huge pile of shit like it is right now!

i need to get the fuck out of here.

ARG!

Blue

i remember the song playing on the radio. some European techno.

we drove up the long driveway to the home of hundreds. it was a nice place. a quiet, contemporary mansion, complete with two black labs and a wind-around porch.

there were girls sitting on the second floor balcony, and more scattered throughout the fields the balcony overlooked.

my cousin turned the techno song down and was reminiscing about the time he took his little sister away to boarding school.

i didn’t want to listen to him though.

i felt the tears swell like balloons in my eyes as i turned up the volume of Blue Da Ba Dee.