i wrote “Blue” too. i’m on a roll today!
By the way, both “Violin” and “Trapped” were written and copywritten by yours truly. so please don’t steal them!
Trapped
Help
I am trapped.
Help. I can not move.
Sorrow.
Anger.
Confusion.
Compounded into one.
Gun.
Drugs.
Hate.
Help. I can not move.
Padded walls.
Iron bars.
Wooden box.
Help. I can not move.
Please.
Help me. I am trapped.
I can not move.
i’m getting my self a nice home theator system tomorrow,
saw marcy tonight at the mall tonight,
i have tomorrow off,
might do something with emily,
and someone is going to get ass tonight,
and its not going to be me,
🙁
her comp needs a new power sup. stat!
poop. i’m alive.
F R A S C O 157 (11:12:10 PM): I’ll fuckin teach you a lesson!!!!
EsprigggS (11:12:17 PM): ohhh yea???
EsprigggS (11:12:27 PM): what that youra wuss?
F R A S C O 157 (11:12:32 PM): You fuckin know it
-YOUR GOIN DOWN!!!!!! YOULL SEEEE!!!!!
work starts tonight on the site (that is if i dont do anything at all…)
you ever think, that someone is trying to give you a hint?
why can’t they just say hey, no thanks i’m not interested.?
Violin
i wish i knew how to p l a y the v i o l i n .
any i n s t r u m e n t really. but i really like the v i o l i n .
it is very e l e g a n t and p o w e r f u l.
a v i o l i n can be very i n t i m i d a t i n g.
i n t i m i d a t i n g with it’s p o w e r ; it’s r i ch and d i v e r s e music.
the v i o l i n cannot be thouroughly explored.
it can be p l a y e d by one of mediocre t a l e n t and musical i n t e l l i g e n c e ;
it can become a l i v e if a w a k e n e d by an e x p e r t hand.
the r e a l m of the s t r i n g s is a g a l a x y in itself.
one can n e v e r reach the other side ;
one can never co n q u e r all it’s s t a r s and p l a n e t s , nor travel all its m i l e s.
the expert hand r e v i v i n g this musical f o r c e is just as i n t i m i d a t i n g as the v i o l i n itself.
it is a m a s t e r who wakes the l i o n s and evokes unamountable p a s s i o n and e m o t i o n within the b e a s t s that minimal contact with the r o a r i n g creatures, their w r a t h s u r g e s out like an o m i n o u s l y erupting v o l c a n o .
i wished i p l a y e d the v i o l i n.
for i would be the m a s t e r.
i was so upset yesterday! i thought i raped the great trials fact and fiction quiz. i thouhgt i would at least get oh, a hundred. i got an 82! a flippin 82! what type of bull crap is that! i was so mad! And i have to write a 4-6 page paper for that class. i used to be able to do that, no problem. but then my A.P. U.S. History teacher drilled us into getting everything into ywp pages. maybe two and a half, but not much more. he taught us to get to the point;get our ideas out quick, but coherently. at first, it was hard, but now it comes naturally. now i have to go back to my old drawn out writig style. that will be a diffucult transaction. the topic isn’t even 4 pages worth. i could write a one page paper with that topic. oh well.i’ll live i guess.
my best friend, we’ll call her liz for safety’s sake, called me yesterday and was like ” i think i broke my arm.” so i went over and there’s a nice buldge in her arm where the bone’s about to come out. yeah, i think she broke it. so on the way to the hospital i asked her how she broke it. she was banging on a door for like fifteen minutes. she says that soeone was banging on her boyfriends door, supposedly the girl she thinks is trying to get with her man, and she decided to bang back. i almost hit her when she told me. i could have broken my arm a better way than that.
keep those pancakes flippin.
some cool things comming to the site soon… that is as soon as i get around to making them..
why is it when i am trying to sleep i have a hard time, but when i finaly do get to sleep its time for me to get up and i wouldn’t have any trouble falling asleep, thats fucked up, arg, well time to take a shower and go to work till god knows when, then up nice and early to be at work for 6 am for a wonderful thing called invetory
i’ll spell check later
my time will come…
… won’t it?
why oh why can’t something go right, and the two of us just go out on a date already!!!! 🙁
FUCK CVS!!!!!!…. AND KNIVESOUT09 IS A LOSER!!!! FUCK U!!!!!
like the title of the post said, what i am (was) feeling at that time. what i can’t vent sometimes hehe 🙂
i’ve got this new- found obsessioni with tea, Ruby Tuesday, and these cutsie online quizzes. they’re quite fun actually! check this one out!
I’m Classic-Cute!!
made by Jen
rock on!
happy happy, joy joy!
she wants me to call her again, and to do something…
… sweet!
(fyi i changed my imood for the first time since i put it up i think)
You are a siren.
What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox
Congratulations, you’re Boston, the rebel city.
What US city are you? Take the quiz by Girlwithagun.
i hate it when i take a nap at 8 cause there is nothing to do, i put the away message up, i’m taking a nap, nothing to do, call me!. i wake up at 4:30ish and see that kat left me a message, asking if i want to go to dennys over and over and over, she was on line for like an hour i think, wft? call me damn it! so now i’m hunrgy but dont want to get something to eat in my kitchen cause there isn’t anything on tv at the time.
again,
… blah …
seth, your last article is the most depressing thing i have ever read.
… blah …
cool site of the day! networkofminds.com
should be doing something with Kat tonight, but she gets out of work at 12 so i dont think we will be doing anything with all this snow we should be getting, also i haven’t heard from her since last week so i dunno. i have to go to the rmv sometime today (maybe) that is if my insur. comp. calls me back with some info on if i still have insurance once i turn in the plates for my old car and what happens after i trans. my g-moms car in my name??? arg why does this shit have to be so hard n stuff. to make things worse i got to clean part of the house cause some guy that my mom met on line (go fig) might be comming over today… WFT its goign to snow like crazy and we are having someone over…
grrrr i better be able to play my game cube..
why the crap does no one post? are our lives the only pathetic ones?
happy fucking new year seth, what a great start this has been so far…. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
::.. sigh ..::
i’m sad right now, i kinda know why, same shit, but i dont know this time, another year has past and that is crazy for what has happened in this past year with me, what a long fucking time it has been. but a good long time, i have expanded in many ways, more then i prob know right now, but will find out later in life. i wish a lot of things could be different right now, both on the small scale with me, and the larger scale with out me.
::.. sigh ..::
yeah so this will prob be my last post this year, not much to say, big things soon to come, small things soon to go. have a good one…
i am sick of changing my font style every time i update. fuck this. i’m leaving it like this from now on.
i wanted to post for the last time this year. i wanted to wish everyone a happy and safe new year, as well. so, here is a song to make your new years that much better. enjoy.
there was a man named mr. lang,
and he had a neon sign.
and mr. lang was very old,
so they called it old lang’s sign.
happy new year!
wow, i went out today/night… kick ass!
(Dec. 27) – The religious sect connected to the company claiming it has produced the first human clone is clearly unlike anything that science has grappled with.
The group’s founder says he met little green space aliens on a visit to a French volcano in the 1970s. That man – a former French journalist named Claude Vorilhon, who now calls himself Rael – says the extraterrestrials told him they created life on earth through genetic engineering.
Brigitte Boisselier, the chemist who made Friday’s cloning announcement, is a Raelian herself – a bishop, in fact.
At the news conference she appeared to be wearing the Raelian silver medallion combining the Star of David and a snowflake, symbolizing infinite time and space.
Cloning humans is at the heart of the Raelian theology of “scientific creation,” which they describe as an alternative to both Darwinian evolution and creation dogma of the major religions.
“Cloning is the key to eternal life,” Rael says. The group claims 55,000 devotees worldwide and operates its own theme park, UFOland, near Montreal.
During the 1990s, Quebec granted religious status to the Raelian movement. Its representatives have conducted condom distribution programs aimed at Canadian teenagers. They also have tried to persuade Roman Catholics to renounce their faith, prompting lawsuits.
Clonaid, the first human cloning company, was founded in February 1997, right after Scottish scientists announced the birth of Dolly the sheep, the first mammal to have been cloned from an adult.
Rael and a group of investors created Valiant Venture Ltd., a corporation based in the Bahamas, to run Clonaid, a project whose main goal is produce the first human clone.
Clonaid says on its Web site that after pressure from the Bahamian government – which feared the experiments might be conducted on one of its islands – Valiant Ventures was dissolved. In 2000, Rael handed the Clonaid project over to Boisselier.
Boisselier formerly taught chemistry at Hamilton College in Clinton,and worked as marketing director for a unidentified large chemical company in France.
In interviews, she has said her 24-year-old daughter would be among the young women in the movement who would carry cloned babies to term.
Experts have dismissed the notion that Clonaid is capable of producing a human clone because Boisselier does not have a track record in the field of either animal cloning or human reproduction.
But Rael has said: “Nothing can stop science.”
merry christmas and a happy new year to all. and any other holidays you may celebrate. i would post a cool picture like our webmaster there, but i’m definately not cool enough. you can check out my tribute to jews, though. that i’m cool enough for.
a thought, how can someone be too into sex?
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damn, i got some wacky dreams…
looks like there is going to be a new thing on the site when i redo it, blog amp. what the hell right? every one else is going to have it on their site too. it will be just like what happened with tag board. hehe.
like i’m soo sure that you want to know what type of techno/trance/hi-nrg/progressive/drumb and base/clasicl/punk/what ever i got going when i am in my room/at the comp
one thing i am thinking of for the remake of the site is to get ride of the people who don’t post, that is to remove them all together, or just have a link to “their” part of the site and have blindsyntax be my site, what i wannted to do perhaps from the start. this was a good idea, but shit, it doesn’t work if the people you have on your web site don’t post…
.. but yet nothing is final as of yet.
“Let me give you a little inside information about God. God likes to watch. He’s a prankster. Think about it. He gives man INSTINCTS! He gives you this extraordinary gift, and then what does He do? I swear for His own amusement, his own private, cosmic gag reel, He sets the rules in opposition. It’s the goof of all time. Look but don’t touch. Touch, but don’t taste! Taste, don’t swallow. Ahaha! And when you’re jumpin’ from one foot to the next, what is he doing? He’s laughin’ His sick, fuckin’ ass off. He’s a tight-ass! He’s a sadist! He’s an absentee landlord. Worship THAT? NEVER!”
God I love Al Pacino.
i’m playing around with ideas n stuff for the new look of the site
there is this realy cute girl that started to work at walden books at my mall, so the other day i went over to say hi to her, and she like knew me from my last job, damn it can’t i ever exscape that hell hole, but hey she was very friendly to me. i saw that she was working tonight and i wanted to say hi n stuff, but i couldn’t leave the store cause i was the only manager working, and ealier when i was on my break she was on the reg. and was way to busy so i didn’t go over to her. sigh, so continues the on going saga know as my life… more to come, well i hope so at least.
my mom and i just got back from a six hour search for a christmas tree. it was really quite fun. we stopped by the local, well, not really “local” persay, but we stopped at the ‘nearset’ JCC and had food, finished up some prayers i missed off on, then went searching for a christmas tree. quite an oximoron, but all good.
just for a bit of advise : don’t feed you tree (if it’s a live tree that is) that evergreen ” if you feed me to your tree i’ll make it live longer” crap. it made ours keel over within the first two weeks we had it. TWO weeks. then we went out this morning and 6 hours later we returned with a tree. finally. i think it’s a bit better than the first tree we had, but all good:)
i’m gonna go met my friend at ruby tuesday’s now, so ttyl
i am sooooo fucking bored
why the fuck does best buy have the game shark listed if you can’t fucking buy it?? WTF?
POST DAMN IT! 🙂
no dumb ass, sarah can’t get get porn over at her school cause they blocked kazza, so she asked me to get it for her.
have an —- -TASTIC day everybody!!
for inquiring minds who would like to know.
a zephyr is the west wind or a gentle breeze. the word comes from Zephuros, the god of the west wind.
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