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I’m so fucking lonely.

well tonight i was at a party, that my coworkers threw. it was fun times, i ran into some old school friends from highschool and had a good time. now me being the single guy, i didn’t mac it up like one might think. granted there wasn’t many single girls there. but still i didn’t do anything. but i’m kinda interested in one of the people at the party. she was from my highschool, we never realy hung out n such. but i like her way of thinking. and that what atracts me to another person. also she is cute, but not like omg cute. ya know? its the mental atration that i totaly dig if i want someone to be my g/f. like i have that with a couple girls, but one is down in PA, and the other has a b/f shitty huh? yeah i think so.

speaking of shitty mr. digital caffeine didn’t even give me a call tonight, but thats ok i guess…. g/fs come first then friends i supose. hey its a guy thing. hehe

in other news, well not realy, very nice pics from tonight. no you can’t see them heeheh well maybe if your nice and ask, but as i know. no one at all reads this site… no one.. well maybe a couple random people that find me from other peoples web site, but have no clue who i am or whats going on.

speaking of whats going on, hell Haney, i’ll help you out with that little problem you got… and belive me it would be worth your while… hell fucking yeah, oh and i wouldn’t ask for a back massage in return, remember the other person should want to not be like oh ok i’ll give you one since you asked… always thought you were cute 😉

wow long post tonight, and i’m not even drunk… well i was a bit buzzed tonight, but that was mostly from the jellow shots. thank you left over red rose pizza for helping me not be all shitty…. not that i would/could have gotten some tonight… oh but i wish i did… mmmmmmm yummy times could have been had.

so yeah thats about it. nothing more to say, i’m still on vaca, today is day um.. 2 yeah but it feels like a fucking week has gone by already and thats a good thing. so far… hooked up the past tonight, no i didn’ have anythign done to me, but she got her kicks and then some. tonight will be the first night on the vaca, that i’ll be boob free… kinda sucks, cause i do love them boobs, well any boobs for that matter, well not fake ones, but boobs none the less are yummy!