and she never called
i kinda didn’t want her to
she was the first person to ever make me cry
not that she made me, i just did, over her
i remember the first time
they were just watery eyes
blinking so the tearrs would run down my cheek
listening to one of her favorite bands
trying to understand the words
cause now they pertain to me and us
that second time was after we ate
it wasn’t that long ago, just a couple of weeks
but i remember it as if it were yesterday
i droped her off home, as i headed to mine
thinking of what was said, and what wasn’t
of what could be if things were done
but they weren’t so things could be the same
the shame of that thought running around my head
as i drive off home, the sadness building
i go up into my room and just lay down on my bed
and for the first real time i just started to cry
i just let my self go, it wasn’t a big drama event
just laying down crying, the tears falling
running down my cheeks one after the other
each carving a new path of sadness then the one before
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