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… she’s back

Yes, yes, yes, sorry, sorry sorry, to all (1 or 2 of you) who come to read my blog. It has almost been a year now since I last posted on here. For that I’m sorry. I’ve been busy with work, and play.

Play you ask? well not so much in the girlfriend area but with friends. Old ones and new ones, as i recall now from this past year. Hmm I’m getting this end of year/new years feeling now recapping the past years events… odd.

So here is a quick rundown of the past year in a semi order.
– may last year new phone
– new managers at my work (they rock)
– wii
– spent halloween down in nj with Aaron and Crystal a fucking blast with them have to do it more often, and had a great time playing wii with them.
– worked over a month and 1/2 with no day off
– worked thanksgiving
– worked 29 hours in the store the day before into xmas eve
– worked on xmas
– great b-day
– partys
– drinking
– found out that everyone is leaving my store but for me and one of my assistants
– already dreading later this month when 2 of my best workers and good friends are leaving.
– and maybe working on a new version of the site since i’ve not touched it in a year.

ya never know i might do it… heh

Well, Deathscythe, (my computer) is sick and in the hospital. it got some type of bug, that was in a picture that someone sent me, i didn’t think much of it at the time and thought i had deleted it, but yet had not done a virus check before i had to reboot my computer for another reason. stupid yes i know. so things were going fine with the start up, until the computer wanted to go into the log on screen after the xp logo. thats when it just checks A: drive and then sits there, doing nothing. same if i do safe mode, loads up divers and then sits there doing nothing but showing the list of drivers.

oh and btw yahoo and msn stoped working for me at the same time, and i can’t access those accounts for blindsyntax at all. so its odd…

so i’m hoping that computer hospital can fix this problem without a reformat. if not then so be it. at least i have that 300 gig hard dirve in there now with all the pics/vids and programs, the only thing thats not on there is the installed progs and of course the o/s. i guess this will give me the excuse to install some extra RAM in it that i’ve been wanting to 512 isn’t cutting it for me anymore heh.

in other news, now that i dont have my computer here, i’m using the lap top i use for when i do mr. computer man work. its ok, but i don’t have my favorites of web sites to surf. and stuff like that. but i do have the chat stuff to talk to my friends, and its got me thinking about stuff, what excactly i’m not sure, but stuff like letting go. letting go of what, again i’m not sure, but perhaps something like a security blanket of some sort.

and another thing, i’m single, why is it every girl who knows me is like, why are you single that doesn’t make sense. my reply is if i knew why i was single then i prob wouldn’t be now would i. and this is true. i don’t want to be single i want a girlfriend. i want an emotional connection with someone else that i can share stuff with, as well as mind blowing sex, but i digress.

so with that i’ve been playing on okcupid the past day or 2 and thinking, dare i say go back to myspace and maybe look around, although i think myspace is kinda lameish now, but its great for keeping in contact with friends, but not when that entails stalking their friends list and bitching about who’s in the top 8/12/16/ what ever…

also moving out would be a good thing, but lil zoom zoom needs to get paid off first, another year or a big fucking raise would do.

so thats my lil ramblings for now, i’m sure when i get the new comp back there will be a new redesign to this sight just like when deathscythe had to be reformated 4 or so years ago and lost everything, that is everything that wasn’t on the server, ah remember that people the few of you that actually come to this site. the per ver of this site, digi the digital world of me, yeah then i was a different person, the person still in the shell, the shell that didn’t get broken fully from kat, but started to be chipped from robin. its funny every time i grow in some way the site changes too. thats interesting something to think about… i wish i had my computer here to draw with, my fast amout of clip art images, although thinking about that right now, i’d prob do another set or 2 of mandalas, and speaking of that… i never posted those 4 that i have recently made. well if i saved them on the right drive and they are then when i get the comp back i’ll post them for ya 🙂

Why the fuck does vehix have to have the stupid old ads on tv again, i kinda liked the new ones, despite the stupid music in the background, grr. so here is my responce, its a repost from v2.0 but it still holds true!

Man: Where have you been all my life?
Woman: Hiding from you.

Man: Haven’t I seen you someplace before?
Woman: Yes, that’s why I don’t go there anymore.

Man: Is this seat empty?
Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

Man: Your place or mine?
Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I’ll go to mine.

Man: So, what do you do for a living?
Woman: I’m a female impersonator.

Man: Hey baby, what’s your sign?
Woman: Do not enter.

Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning?
Woman: Unfertilized.

Man: Your body is like a temple.
Woman: Sorry, there are no services today.

Man: I would go to the end of the world for you.
Woman: But would you stay there?

Man: If I could see you naked, I’d die happy.
Woman: If I saw you naked, I’d probably die laughing.

Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I’d put u and i together
Woman: Really, I’d put f and u together

Based on repeater triangulation, the system tracks mobile phones using GPS and GSM technology

Approximate margin of error:

10 meters (max.) for mobile phones in Europe and the U.K.
25 meters (max.) for mobile phones in the U.S.A., South America and Canada.
50 meters (max.) for mobile phones elsewhere.
This system will not work in countries without GSM technology networks.

Anyways i found 3 PETA ads on the site and i got a kick out of them so much that i just had to put a post about them, there they are in all their anti chicken eatching glory!

II.
Thou shouldest never ask “can we see each other from now on?”

III.
Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as “love making.”

IV.
Thou shalt not request advanced plans.

V.
Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth.

VI.
Thou shalt scream my name often

VII.
If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town.

VIII.
Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don’t thou knoweth what it looketh like?

IX.
There shall be no “pillow talk.”

X.
There shall be no cuddling — ever!

Nothing lasts forever
so live it up
drink it down
laugh it off
avoid the bullshit
take chances
and NEVER have regrets
because at one point
EVERYTHING you did
was EXACTLY what you wanted

– taken from a friends profile

Well with all the anime and other movies/vids i have on my computer i almost have my 300 gig hard drive filled up (note this is not the hd that my os is on, its just for the fun stuff, pics and movies). so i went out and got an external dvd burner. why external well cause i dont feel like dismounting my internal drive and so i can bring it with me (heh even though i have a 4 gig usb mini hard drive (looks like a lighter).

omg i found this site when looking for something for my upcoming v-day pic i’m making. here are just some of the goodies i found, i would post all of them on here but thats a lot of pics…

Well I was in the “study” doing some reading with the available reading materials and found the new edditon of Home Trends and found some more stupid stuff. Here is some more special things found, and let me note, Inch Master can go up to 50 inches, and Big John Toilet Seat can hold 1,200 lbs!!

Inch Master adds inches to the waistband of jeans, skirt, slacks and more. Temporarily stretch your clothing without having to rip seams and sew. Simply wash or moisten the garment, insert InchMaster into the waistband area, and turn the “screw” to expand the waist to the desired size. When your garment dries, it retains it’s new roomy size. Inch Master is made of durable plastic, and accommodates waist sizes up to 50 “

Loosen Snug Pants, Skirts or Shorts. Expand your waistband to breathe easier. The Waist Bandit™ is ideal for when your weight fluctuates. Band attaches to your waistband in one of five positions. To be worn underneath a long shirt or sweater. Includes 1 band w/metal clip & 1 band w/ button and 1 fabric panel.

Here is a quick way to loosen waistbands when you’ve added extra pounds! Home Trends Button Extender is one of our most popular items. The easy-on, easy-off extender loop simply slips over your existing button on pants, skirts & jeans, and adds a whole extra inch to tight fitting waistbands. Button Extender saves the hassle of costly visits to the tailor too. Set of 4 Button Extenders included

Roomier Than Any Other Toilet Seats. A typical toilet seat is a mere 14″w. The Big John is a more comfy 19″w of ergonomically contoured sitting surface. Made of the highest-grade anti-microbial, stain and chemical resistant plastic with stabilizing rubber bumpers. Stainless steel hinges provide unbreakable strength. The bottom line: this seat is larger, higher and better for your bum! Fits round and elongated bowls. Installs like a regular toilet seat. 1,200 lb. capacity.

Feel More Comfortable And Confident. Physician-designed NippitsÖ help women avoid embarrassment by preventing nipple visibility in sheer shirts, wet swimsuits, lingerie and other clothing. Easy to place/painless to remove. Latex-free, non-irritating and medically approved. Also used by men to avoid chafing. Set of 5 pairs.

Our “Surprise” Package is filled to the brim with brand new, 1st quality overstocks, samples & close-outs from Home Trends Catalog. Products include a varity of cleaners, home organizers problem-solvers & more, and up to 75% savings! Perfect for last-minute practical gifts, house warming presents & more.

Well I was in the “study” once again doing some reading with the available reading materials and found this magazine called The Pyramid Collection, this was something special that caught my eye.

Driving defensively. You will learn to recognize the need for and benefits of defensive driving, and that defensive driving involves both legal and personal responsibility. You will be able to identify risky driving attitudes and behaviors, determine if a collision was preventable, as well as become familiar with the DDC Collision Prevention Formula.

Making safe choices. You will able to identify the benefits of occupant restraint systems, explain the effects of alcohol and other drugs on driving ability, and spot physical and mental driver conditions that may affect your driving. You will also be taught techniques you can use to maintain control in adverse driving situations.

Becoming aware of conditions. You will be presented with driving skills and techniques to use in avoiding collisions and violations caused by vehicle or driving conditions.

Hone your skills. You will become familiar with the skills and techniques that allow you to avoid collisions and violations, and you will learn to spot the common types of driving errors that contribute to collisions. You’ll be taught how to make safe and legal turns, evaluate and overcome the hazards of passing, and how to avoid a head-on collision.

– What they don’t tell you is that its the worse 8 hours of your life that you will never get back, and the RMV makes you take it or they take your license away, shitty.

Moisture is the essence of wetness, and wetness is the essence of beauty.

So i tried to find 127.0.0.1 and couldn’t, i even tried the new crapy IE and still couldn’t hehe.

I was going through my old coats, jackets, and vests them to see what i wanted to keep and what i wanted to give to the crazy people that live at the place my mom works at. Apparently I went through a vest faze cause i had about 6 of them. So i was checking the pockets of the ones i was giving away, if i recall this was from my gray paiters coat from old navy, found 3 condoms (and they still haven’t expired: 1 6/07 the other 5/08) and this bottel cap.

I think it was from a time when Aaron and I went to visit our friend Alex and his then girlfriend who was a vegan mind ya…

so if i got this memory right i had a magic hat beer and this was under the cap: “Revel in Ravell”. Sounds cool huh, i think so, but there is a problem ravell isn’t a word, ravel is. Ravell is a last name, and it is a restaurant in Barcelona thats looks good and has tasty things but thats about it, oh well.

also on the inside of the cap is some dap logo type thing, and then umber 13. Maybe this is cap style 13 by dap who knows…

When i was taking the picture with my cam i noticed a shot i took a lil while ago at the dollar store at the mall. an entire wall 6 feet or more wide by 8 feet high of just lint rollers i had to take a picture it looked cool.

OfficeDepot has a $0.99 office supply sale. You must order by item# to get the discounted price. Free shipping on $50+ orders.

Item #: 337-776-662 Custom Printed, Standard White Vellum Business Cards (250/box) $0.99 after coupon (29540100)

– from

Well I was in the “study” doing some reading with the available reading materials and found this magazine called Home Trends and found some stupid stuff. Here is just a sampling of things I found extra special from their web site.

Dust your floors every time you walk into a room! Keep your feet warm and clean your floors at the same time. No need to get on your hands and knees to scrub or drag out the broom when these slippers can do all the work. Saves you time and effort. Trendy tartan plaid upper, double loop mop style sole. 9 3/4 inches long.

Dust Floors With Every Step. Slip on our comfy microfiber Duster slippers and walk your way to clean floors. No need for a broom — loop mop style sole picks up dirt & dust as you go about your daily activities. 12″ long. Hand wash. Specify: Medium (fits women’s 6-8) or Large (fits women’s 8-10)

No More Makeup Stains. This light, sheer, see-thru shield protects clothes from makeup and makeup from clothes during a garment change! It keeps your outfit, hair style and face undisturbed, fresh and smudge free. Includes matching velour pouch. One size fits all. Made in the UK.

Tear Free Mincing & Chopping. Chop, mince, dice and slice onions without shedding a single tear. Our unisex Onion Goggles have a cushioned seal that protects eyes from irritating onion vapors. Designed with anti fog lenses for maximum clarity & eye protection. One size fits all. Storage case incl.

Finally, a perfect home solution for applying make up and styling your hair like a pro! Our amazing 360 degree Light Up Mirror has 7 adjustable panels which fold out on both sides, to give you a panoramic view of your entire head. Pull the side panels forward, and you have a double mirror directly in front of your face. When closed, the center Light-Up Mirror becomes a make up mirror with 5x magnification on one side, and regular magnification on the other. 360 Degree Light-Up Mirror installs easily on any smooth surface with included suction cups, double-sided self-stick pads (4), or screws (4). Uses 3 AAA batteries (included). 360 Degree Light-Up Mirror measures 10” by 6” when folded, and extends out over 18” per side.

The problem with rechargeables is the myriad plugs, ports, sockets and bays you need to have around to keep them filled with electrons. Oh, the battery’s dead, but where’s that dang recharger? Sound familiar? Then, one day, an enterprising geek built the charger into the battery. Not just any charger, mind you. They used a standard USB port built right into the battery!

Now this is cool, aluminum alloy frame is rust proof and sports a scrolling LED display on the bottom. You can program the frame with up to 5 different 120 character messages of your choice, then quickly flip through them using the included IR remote. If it only came in black!

Thats ok, i still have these cool frames on my car

‘Wii have a problem’ is a blog focused on bringing you the latest trend in gaming violence. That of damage caused by ‘window lickers’ who should not be participating in activity of any form… yet own a Wii. Why? Because we’re fanboys that’s why.

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I didn’t have something worthy to post about for this new year, after a long run of working (store manager is fun when you’re a workaholic) from xmass to new years, and then being sick prior to, during and then after new years i find this 🙂

i dont know why this is doing this, but scroll down….

and i come back from the planet i’ve been visiting, to find that i’ve been on a non-planet weak man weak.

I distance my self from the ones I love
for unknown reasons even to my self
things are going well despite other thoughts
today starts anew
the beginning is born

my eyes are closed i’m not looking
it will find me and make me happy
that is what they say will happen
i dont belive them, cause i have no luck
would be nice if i dont have to be the proactive one for once
have her come up to me and ask whats up
that would be a nice change of things

something from an old writing that i once wrote some time ago… when does the nice guy finish first? i’d just like to know, cause well it never seems to happen, never at all, just my luck, it all plainly sucks

what a night…. one should be happy after a night like that, but me? no, its just not me, well it is a side of me, but not the side that i want out at this time.