fortified with confidece, she tore it down in one night.
that night when we talked about us
and how things were cool and not any different
she said that she didn’t want to mess things up, i said i didn’t either
and thats why nothing was ever done
and just after that the bottle of wine was done
then it hit me, that old feeling again
that feeling that i’d thought went away
but it came back again, to my disslike
in the car i tried to credit it to the wine
but that little voice in my mind said other wise
at our next stop some other things were said as a test
a joking test, but yet a pass or fail test
and the answers to that test that i was giving
was taking and then held, only letting me see a glimps of the answers
but i knew what that rest of the answers were
and then i knew that, that the test was failed
as i looked up from where i was at
i noticed that i had fallen, yet again
with much angst, i tried to keep that smile for her
that girl who i guess i never got up from
or who i had fallen twice for

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