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i had a dream about a good friend of mine last night, i was in bed with her just chilling, then we were naked but we weren’t doing anything, we were just like before chillin. then i was holding her in my arms saying how it might be interesting if we were to try being in a relationship. i started to rub her back, she hugged me close. i started to get turned on (i dont know why) and we started to roll around on the bed. then we fell of it, and i landed ontop of her, she positioned her self to me and asked if i wanted to do it with her, and just about as i was going to make my decision that was a yes to position my self right to her, i woke up.

now a nother friend asked me if i could ever think of having sex with the friend that was in this dream. or if i have ever jerked off thinking about her. now i could jerk off thinking about her, and i could have sex with her, hell i was in love with the girl, and still have feelings for her. i kinda wish that we can try out a relationship just to see what would come of it. it would be a wonderful sex live i know that lol, but we get along so well, just that she has been so busy with work (and as it has seemed the past month and 1/2 hanging out with other people and not me) that it might be difficult.

but as my luck shall have it, the girls that i can get, i dont really want. and the ones that i want, the ones that i have a mental attraction to as well as a physical attraction (or less of one, but the mental makes up for it) i dont get. such is my luck.

oh p.s. these posts will prob become more sexual n such over the comming posts, just cause things seem to be happening but not the way i would like them to be as just stated. but hey if i can get it i can get it right? right…. eh yeah, right.

i’m going to be hard core redoing this site this week, i’ve just had enough of it. good bye to all who have been apart of it, and hello to the new ones to become part of it.

p.s. i’ll still have the old stuff to view on line. but everything else will change.