the blog archives of blindsyntax.com

hey ip68-14-156-56.ri.ri.cox.net who are you and why do you come to my site so damn often?

01. First grade teacher’s name:hell if i remember

02. Last words you said: want some water? (to my cat)

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04. Last person you hugged:um amber a while ago i belive

05. Last thing you laughed at:amy
06. Last time you said “I dont remember”: tonight when asked where something was

07. Last time you cried:cried, prob a year ago, teary um a couple months ago?

08. What are you wearing? under shirt, pj shorts
09. What color socks are you wearing: none
10. What’s under your bed: big framed black and white photographs and dust
11. What time did you wake up today: firs time 7.10 then up for a while and then back to bed to get up at 11.50

12. Current taste: water

13. Current hair: blackish and short

14. Current love: wish i had one that would love back

15. Current annoyance: customers

16. Current longing: to be with someone

17. Current desktop background: flcl

18. Current worry: not so much a worry, but when will i find someone

19. Current hate: living at home

20. Current favorite article of clothing: my think aero cargo shorts from 2 years ago they rock!

21. Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: smile, eyes, laugh

22. Last CD that you listened to: Neon Genesis Evangelion Symphony OST CD 1 and 2

23. Favorite place to be: in the arms of someone who wants to be with me (been way to long)

24. Least favorite place: dentist? or anyplace i’m not having fun

25. Time you wake up in the morning: when ever i need to get up or wake up

26. If you could play pink and pink: wtf is pink and pink…

28. Do you believe in an afterlife?: perhaps

29. How tall are you: 5’8

30. Current favorite word/saying: “thank you, and goodnight!”

31. Favorite book: um… the F Word

32. Favorite season: summer, but not when its fucking humid out

33. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to:my self at least once every year, or perhaps Robin

34. One person from your past that you wish to never see again:um i dont know

35. Do you go to a college or a university: been there done that

36. What is your career going to be like: i’m going to have another… then porn star

37. How many kids do you want? at least 1

*HAVE YOU EVER…*

38. Had a pet that you killed? no

39. Said “I love you” and meant it: yea

40. Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc:wtf is this mortal combat?

41. Been to New York: y

42. Been to Florida: n

43. Been to California: y

44. Been to Hawaii: n

45. Been to Mexico: n

46. Been to China: n

47. Have you ever met anyone off the net?: y

48. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: yeah or soon after

49. Had sex with a friend?: none who were friends first

50. Had sex with an ex’s friend: no

51. Went out with someone and regretted it?: hahaha i think everone would tell me yes

*RANDOM*

52. Do you have a crush on someone: used to, and it still bothers me a bit

53. What book are you reading now?: this stupid thing

54. Worst feeling in the world: loneliness

55. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: if the alarm wakes me up, then to shut that damn thing off, if not then what time is it

56. How many rings before you answer: as soon as i see who it is

57. Future daughter’s name: i knew this at one point but i forgot

58. Future son’s name: i knew this at one point but i forgot

59. What do you sleep with: fans, by me self

60. Favorite TV show: Family Guy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, and a bunch others

61. Wish were here: no comment

62. Tattoos: yeah mom would kill me, not that matters any but none

63. Piercings: thought about one very seriously at one time but none

*THE EXTRA STUFF*

64. Do you do drugs: mmmmmmm drugs… no

65. Do you drink: mmmmm drinking… yes

66. What toothpaste do you use?: um crest white i think

67. What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner: shampoo, redken for men, conditioner none

68. What are you most scared of: a couple of things

69. What clothes do you sleep in: my boxerbriefs and undershirt

70. Who is the last person that called you: mel left me a voice mail

71. Where do you want to get married: um a forest?

72. If you could change anything about yourself what would that be? a couple of things but then i wouldn’t be my self so this question would be void

73. Who do you really hate: hmm not many but yeah gw jr is a dumbass

74. Been In Love: Yes

75. On time or always late: depends usually early

76. Do you have a job: had one since i looked for one

77. Do you like being around people: y

78. Best feeling in the world: being wanted

79. Do you have any stuffed animals: yeah in the house somewhere from back in the day

80. Are you a health freak: n

81. Do you have a “Type” of person you always go after: many types

82. Do you want someone you don’t have?:wtf?

83. Are you lonely right now: yea

84. Ever afraid you’ll never get married: only a tiny bit

85. Do you want to get married: sure

86. Do you want kids?: y

*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU…*

87. Cried:n

88. Bought Something: y

89. Gotten Sick: n

90. Sang: y

91. Said I Love You: n

93. Met Someone: ? out side of work no

94. Moved On: wtf? n

95. Talked To Someone: again wtf.

96. Had A Serious Talk: n

97. Missed Someone: y

98. Hugged Someone: n

99. Yelled at Someone: n

100. Kissed someone: n

101. Had sex?: … n

hey have i ever talked about how my mom is a fucking stupid bitch?

oh only like a 1000 times?

yeah i thought so…

well a not so little post for tonight:

i got my car new license plates and inspected today after its been expired since jan 2004, yeah i know i rock :). the reason for the plates is cause one fell off some where and in order for an inspection you need 2 in mass…

also today i was in a very good mood from all the great car stuff that went well, had some yummy chicken sandwich from panara for lunch and things were going well.. that is till jen did one of the 51 things that girls dont know about guys, (the one that i made up my self) “don’t talk about another guy that has an interest in you or how you have an interest in another guy when in the presence of a guy whom you know likes or liked you”. in other words dont say how an actual cute guy hit in you when i’m standing right next to you engaged in the same convo with you and another person…and after the other person replied with did you get his number i removed my self from the situation upon further emotional damage…that shot the good vibe for the most part down to about 15% but i was about to bring it up to around 35% by the end of the night.

oh and i’m prob going to be doing a site redesign very soon i have a layout that like but i’m going to be modding it from what i have now… now this isn’t a guarantee of anything soon… who knows i just might get in the mood tomorrow or something and do it all in one fast swoop. and i might be apt to do it tonight too, that is if i didn’t have to be at work at 9 in the morning and when i’m going to be going to bed prob around 2.30am after watching battelstar on sci-fi (sweet show btw and starbuck (who is a chick in the new ver) is fucking hot!)

sometimes i feel as if my life is mimicking an anime series

about a boy and girls whom he knows and the relationships around them

perhaps life isn’t mimicking anime

perhaps its just anime mimicking life

the one i’m living

from an e-mail i got that i found particularly true

things about guys that girls DONT know:

Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they’re gonna say so there aren’t awkward pauses, but once he’s on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they’re goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…nevermind..” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

Girls are guys’ weaknesses.

Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn’t notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

Try to be as straightforward as possible.

A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be mature and grown up.

If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.

If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you’re with your boyfriend, he’s probably jealous and likes you.

When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something.

Don’t be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

And you know that “existence of God” thing that I had trouble understanding before?

I think I’m starting to understand it now.

Maybe, just maybe, it’s a concept that’s similar to a zero in mathematics.

In other words, it’s a symbol that denies the absence of meaning,

the meaning that’s necessitated by the delineation of one system from another.

In analog, thats God,

in digital its zero.