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a repost from april 9th, followed by something new

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the thoughts in my head

stem from the loneliness of my bed

confused is the heart

it doesn’t know where to end or start

friends all around

some happiness could be found

it happened once before

and it was sworn never again no more

time went slow and fast

feelings have lingered into the past

someone new

came out of the blue

it was ended with a sigh

a quick two months went by

people came and went

but no effort was needed or spent

then someone new arrived

for so long i’ve been deprived

where will this go

i dont seem to be in the know

the time doesn’t seem right

i’ll just give in and probably loose another fight

these words have been said

from the thoughts in my head

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well I didn’t give in

I stood up and gave it a shot

I didn’t lose nor did I win

a relationship I didn’t get but a friend I still got

those words in my head

the thoughts that I’ve said

the key to my protection

a missed vote for the election

another experienced gained

another lesson learned

reasons were explained

a new direction turned

happiness comes in many forms

and sometimes you don’t get them in the norms

loneliness also comes and goes

and that’s all right too I suppose

but in the end everything works out

it’s part of life to find what it’s all about

why is it that the older people get the stupider, and more annoying they become. isn’t all that knowledge and experience that they have acquired over the years supposed to account for something? for instance how the fuck do you not know how air flow in a room works? not even knowing what intake and out-take refers to.

this is only part of the hell that i have to deal with every day living with my mother.

please help