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julie came into the store today, and god damn do i want her morn then ever now, to bad it was like mad busy when she was in the store. wish we could have talked a bit more. sigh

why can’t there be a web cam in bagdad? that would be cool right?

when one is so bored, that going to bed sounds fun, now thats sad…

Friend,

When you are sad, …

I will help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.

When you are blue, …

I’ll try to dislodge whatever is choking you.

When you smile, …

I’ll know you finally got laid.

When you are scared, …

I will rag you about it every chance I get.

When you are worried, …

I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining.

When you are confused…

I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass.

When you are sick…..

Stay away from me until you’re well again. I don’t want whatever you have.

When you fall, …

I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.

This is my oath, I pledge ’till the end.

Why you may ask? Because you’re my friend!

P.S. A good friend will come bail you out of jail…..

but a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, “Damn we fuck’d up”.

when ever i get in the mood to redo the site i open up my anime folder and start to look at the pics. then for some reason i just dont feel like doing it (redo the site) any more, and just say the hell with it. so i think i’ll try and do something a little different this weekend, i’m going to go out and take some pics with my (dads) 35mm cam and see what i find. i just might go out and get my self my own (new) 35mm cam. the one i have now is a bit heavy. so i’m trying to work on the site honest it just takes time.

not that anyone reads it…

my mother never shuts the fuck up she allways is bitching to me wft, i didn’t do anything, as soon as i walk in the door she starts. get me the fuck out of this shit hole!

just go to this site and download the vid, you got to.

This Ruined Puzzle

This ruined puzzle is beige with the pieces all face
down so the placing goes slowly. The pictures of
anything other than it’s meant to be. But the
hours they creep, the patterns repeat. Don’t be
concerned, you know I’ll be fine on my own. I
never said “don’t go”.

I’ve written a note, it’s pressed between pages
that you’ve marked to find your way back. It says
“Does he ever get the girl?” But what if the pages
stay pressed, the chapters unfinished, the stories
too dull to unfold? Does he ever get the girl?

This basement’s a coffin I’m buried alive. I’ll die
in here just to be safe. I’ll die in here just to be
safe. ‘Cause you’re gone I get nothing and you’re
off with barely a sigh. I never said “Good-bye”

Does he ever get the girl?

when i was at the mall tonight with my friend that calls me up and asks me for fashion edvice, i ran in to another one of my friends who i haven’t seen in a while but talked to on the phone and the alike. she told me she like lost 15 or somthing lbs, and let me tell you, she looks totaly different, and so damn hot now. dont get me wrong she was good looking before, but now, god damn jimmy

is it bad that a girl calls you up and asked what she should were? like what goes together and stuff like that? now this is a girl who is damn fine looking and any guy on the block would love to hook up with her, but she is asking me what looks good n stuff. (ok just a reminder here i’m not gay.) but i guess i have good fashion sence. now if i could only have good opposite sex sence.. er something like that 🙂

why is it that the only thing my mother does it bitch to me about things that she made a mess of and for me to clean it up? for instance, the kitchen table with her papers n shit all over the place, the bathroom, the house and everything else, what the fuck? its her mess she should pick it up, i’ve done that many times already.

well i guess i could get rid of that dead rabbit by my front steps… i guess it was frozen there all winter and didn’t see it under the snow… kinda cool i think.

oh yeah and if i feel like it, mother just made me feel like doing nothing today :), i might redo the site

ok, my first day off this week, and look what time i’m up at, grr

3. Members must be human: no machines, scripts, or automated services may be used to accumulate Geek Points.

tisha: you can tell your a total dork from ur aol profile.. no offense.. some girls like dorky.. ull probably end up with a hot chick one day..

Auto response from Seth: i’m around, give me a call or leave a message

tisha: Hobbies & Interests: Driving around with the music playing, hanging out with friends, photography, and other fun stuff.

tisha: if anything.. put chillin… drivin around, music blarin.. looking for some hot bitches

tisha: come on seth

one of my fav shows farscape, on the sci-fi channel just had its series finally and it was one of the best shows, but I’m so fucking pissed off at them what they did at the end of the show, one of the happiest moments of the series and then they just go off and kill the main two leads what the fuck was that?? but on the flip side, it said to be continued so I guess there is always a chance for something to happen. I’m just so pissed off right now.

Tisha: this is history in the making

Seth: blah, every day is history in the making, its just a matter of people remembering it

Seth: best buy has a cam for $1500

Seth: but you get free shipping

Seth: lol

Stacy: I bought a 5mp

Seth: ?

Stacy: olympus for $500 (including shipping)

Seth: is it good?

Stacy: sorry, what’d you say?

Seth: is it good

Stacy: I dunno

Stacy: I haven’t gotten it yet!

Stacy: haha

Seth: oye

some people are just such ass holes

just so you know (you the people (the 2-4 of you) that come to visit the site) i am realy starting to redo the site now. i just wasn’t in the right type of mood to do anything productive with the site. but i have been going through my massive amount of clip art / photos i have on my comp and i think i’m getting an idea of what i want to do. well i guess you’ll just have to wait and see now wouln’t you.

p.s. when the hell is blogger going to put in a spell check with this thing? shit google owns them now so how about taking some of that money and give me a spell check so i wouldn’t have to cut and paste it?

i know i said i’m sorry, but i am still very sorry. i guess i was mad at my self and i guess perhaps a little at your actions the other night. but in all it has past, there will be other times, and more fun (and warmer) nights to be had.

kat (10:18:07 PM): hey

Auto response from seth (10:18:07 PM): being a grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up, those were the best time of our lives

kat (10:18:13 PM): hey

kat (10:18:15 PM): hjdslka

kat (10:18:16 PM): lksdaj

kat (10:18:17 PM): askdj

kat (10:18:18 PM): kjasd

kat signed off at 10:44:47 PM.

…thanks for calling

and today i start my search for a new place to live… anyone want a roommate?

you know its very fucked up when someone doesn’t get asked to go to a party that another person is having, even when that other person has asked favs of that person, and that person did so with no questions asked.. so fucked up

“i’ve never really been good at explaining my songs… i just work here.”

if there is one thing in this world that i can’t stand is wimpering. is anoys the fuck out of me. shut the fuck up!

.. and i better not be getting sick

if this was the matrix my name would be dot-com.

…but some fucker already took that screen name.

so i’m sitting here watching wondergirl’s cam (see link page), of a little party or what have ya in her dorm. and i’m sitting here thinking so this is what i’m missing tonight / this past week down at uconn. not that anything goes on during the winter i was told by the people i talked to, but i was there during the week, and not the weekend so grr. all friends were busy today/night. but i guess that is ok. albeit it would have been nice to have gone out and done something since i don’t have to work again tomorrow, and could have been drunk off my ass tonight. hell i could be drunk off my ass tomorrow since i dont have to be in work till 1pm on monday. but i dont see anything happening as of yet.

tomorrow i will be leaving my house to go to the mall i feel like buying stuff. but the thing i want comes out next weekend, the action replay for the game cube. whats that you might ask, well remember game genie for ninendo, well same thing. i’ve been waiting for this thing since xmass, then they are like ok feb 17th, and now they are like march 1st, so well see next weekend.

and i’ve just been looking at web sites and wft can’t anyone do any cool sites anymore besides a stupid “blogger type” layout? at least i fucked around with this one and made it my own

and i just checked the stats now

so this is the first time that i checked the site since i got back from uconn, its been like a day. i wonder if that tells me something, hmm

hey just a fyi, i’ll be down at uconn till thursday night, maybe friday i dont know, so i prob won’t have access to a comp, unless a nice student lets me use hers (hehe) so if you want to get a hold of me call my cell phone.

today on my lunch break, an asain girl came into the store, and asked they other manager that was working, were i was. she was in the store ealier that day, and i said hi to her. i’ve helped her out before, n stuff shopping, but i wonder what she wanted today….

oh oh oh, i do hope i have a stalker that would sooo rock! 🙂

and once again i’ve had another shitty birthday, happy b-day seth.

happy birthday

yup its my b-day, i’m 23.

happy, happy.

joy, joy.

well nobody is updating. not for a couple of days now. maybe i should say something… dave matthews & tim reynolds tickets go on sale soon. i am praying to every god in existence that i’ll get them. somebody up there will answer my prayers. :: prays ::

god please look upon me…

pipe snap

water run

driveway wet

heat gone

room cold

rest of house

warm

things on the new version:

my art work:

– digital

– photo (35mm / digital)

– writings (articles)

my blog (duh)

news (for the site)

links (duh)

about / faq

– about me

– history / ver.

– the past blogers with their content

shop (cafeshops for site and art things)

time (why not)

tag board (why not)

web cam (not that i’ll be on it)

imood (web and mine)

i have decided that nobody reads this site, so this is why i don’t post. for all of you who do read the site, i’m sorry, but i am going to cut way back on posting and soon i will be leaving the site. you can still visit me at my site, digital caffeine, or e-mail me. i’ll still be alive.. i hope.

peace ya’ll.

shibby

you know, i was just looking at the site and it is soooo dead…. arg i need to trim the fat and remold this hunk of clay

please get me the fuck out of this hell hole called my mothers house!

or at least give her some fucking brains to not mess up the home network or turn the house into one huge pile of shit like it is right now!

i need to get the fuck out of here.

ARG!

i’m getting my self a nice home theator system tomorrow,

saw marcy tonight at the mall tonight,

i have tomorrow off,

might do something with emily,

and someone is going to get ass tonight,

and its not going to be me,

🙁

poop. i’m alive.

work starts tonight on the site (that is if i dont do anything at all…)

you ever think, that someone is trying to give you a hint?

why can’t they just say hey, no thanks i’m not interested.?

some cool things comming to the site soon… that is as soon as i get around to making them..

why is it when i am trying to sleep i have a hard time, but when i finaly do get to sleep its time for me to get up and i wouldn’t have any trouble falling asleep, thats fucked up, arg, well time to take a shower and go to work till god knows when, then up nice and early to be at work for 6 am for a wonderful thing called invetory

i’ll spell check later