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OK…..here goes. I am officially posting. I have’t really figured out what I want to post about. So allow me to introduce myself.

I’m Kat. -waves-

I like my boyfriend Dennis the Menace, poloroid pictures, and free stuff. If you would like to give me free stuff you could…anything is accepted except for bodily fluids, and dead cats, (but use your discression ).

So…nice to meet you all, and I will see you again soon.

Keep an eye out for some recently taken pictures….I just have to contact my technical advisor (Seth) for a little guidance!

See you later.

“and if you have the ability to love, love yourself first, but always be aware of the possibility of total defeat. whether the reason for that defeat seems right or wrong.”

charels bucowski

books to read:

still life with wood pecker- tom robbins

a brave new world- aldous huxley

the power of one- bryce courtenay

things fall apart- chineau achebe

WTF, I’m sooo pissed off right now, but I don’t know if I should be. More pissed off about my self then anything else. The same shit always happens to me, always

you know i’m looking at the masslive campus cam and i can’t help but be a bit sad, or glum cause all these people are there, friends, couples, every type of people, and they all have smiles on their faces. and i’ve been home sitting around with no one around to do anything with since 6.30 pm when i got home from work. this sucks…

damn it and i messed up the blog too. reason is i forgot to add the ” to the end of the image code when i posted it, and it won’t let me go back to fix it… fuckers…

I went to school today to find out about the last class I have to take for my associates degree in electronic media, and it should be simple enough I’m going to have to make about 10 pictures total and then make a web site to display them or something. Ha, to easy! But of course there is a catch, like what the pictures consist of and what they are ment to portray or what ever. I already got my first assignment before I’m even signed up for the class weird heh.

I also found out today that i can’t get my certification and my associates for my webmaster degree. Funny that you have to let the college know that you are done and want to graduate, they don’t know that you are done with your courses or anything like that, even though the computer keeps a list of them. Once again a stupid thing that can be fixed if you just let 2 databases talk to each other… dumbasses. So on the 18th or so of this month I’ll get the paper or something saying that I have an associates for the webmaster degree, joy. And then by December I’ll have the other associates, joy again.

Kat should be posting soon, I just set up her accounts for her and all that she needs to do know is log in and start blogging! I can hardly wait!

I would like to see how many people will still have their flags hanging, and wearing all that Americana stuff tomorrow, and for the next week at that..

someone sent me this today

N.Y. god bless all of the survivors. Pass this to Ten people. I know some people hate these things but if you do not pass it on, Tomorrow morning at 9:11 am You will be cursed forever. Simply copy and paste

how stupid is this, i’m sure thats what bin ladin had in mind when he told those guys what to do on that day. “Oh yeah and this is the kicker my friends, we will have people sending other people stupid chain e-mails, and ims isn’t that the best!”

oh and let the fun start, i’m not going anywhere near the tv tomorrow

new member Kat hasn’t signed onto blogger yet… give her some time…

Does New Member Kat post at all?

At about 1:30am – 2:00 am I remembered to take out the trash when I was going to get a snack in the kitchen. When I was bringing the trash out to the curb I thought to my self it’s a great night out for a walk, then remembered who likes to go for long walks in the night, and how I never really went on one with her before, and how tonight would be a prefect night for it. Foggy in some places, clear sky, not to cold, not to hot, no bugs attacking you the minute you walk out of your house, a nice night. And then I thought how I don’t have those strong feeling for her like I used to, and if by some chance she would want to get together now, I don’t know if I would say yes. But I so do wish I could go for a walk with her tonight, not as anything, just 2 friends going for a walk. I wish things were different, I wish things would change for me, I wish things would change for everyone.

here are some links that i think everyone would enjoy

– another thing that goes into the how cool is this! file. its a flash assassin game, so very cool.

– for all of e/n people you know that there is a good number of jailbait and legal cam girls out there. well lets see how well you know your jailbait from your legal girls.

– do you know how to drive?

– kat, this is for you.

Other than that, school is school. I visited my brother at UMass this weekend and checked out his shit. He’s having a blast. I also set him up with a webcam, so he too can now be a cam whore. Check out his site, it’s better than it used to be.

i have to get up in the morning at 7:30 am.

i my first day of the new job in the morning.

i have to be at work at 9:00 am.

i don’t feel like going to sleep now cause i’m awake.

i’m bored so i should go to sleep.

i don’t feel like going to sleep now cause i’m awake.

hmm maybe i should reread catch-22 again.

how cool is this?

what do you want to have? please e-mail me the items you want, or think are cool to have a logo on. thanks

today (sat) was my last day working at H&M, my two weeks ended today.

i’m so happy you have no clue.

i had dinner tonight at my dad’s.

i couldn’t go with Aaron to see Sarah because of that.

i have sunday off.

i start working the new job on monday.

i’m so ready for a new life now.

all i need now is a girlfriend and a new car.

and i’m working on both.

Thanks for doing some advertising Aaron. (Image took at time of posting)

BTW: Welcome, New Member Kat 🙂

mastercard the best one yet!

new member Kat!

Well some people are working full time, and aren’t as lazy (see digital caffeine) as others.

Oh yeah and stop spelling blindsyntax as Blind Syntax! That’s not how it is spelled 🙂

So screw it. Read my site instead!

I started school today… finally. After more than 3 months of sitting at home doing nothing, I’ve finally got something to do. Most of you are probably saying, “Why didn’t you get a job, you lazy slob?”. Well, believe me, I’ve been trying. I’ve only applied to like 6,000 different places, and not heard back from one of them. I’m beginning to think the only place that’ll hire me is McDonald’s… but then again, I may be under qualified for that job, too. Fucking pieces of shit that they are.

Next Wednesday is the 1 year anniversary of the September 11th incident in NY and Washington DC and I have a feeling that people are going to make a huge deal out of it. I mean, seriously… I know it was a horrible thing, and people died… but c’mon people. You can’t dwell on it. Why do you think 90% of Americans are depressed? Because all we do is dwell on the bad things that happen to us. It’s been 60 years since Pearl Harbor, and christ, people still treat it like it happened yesterday. We should move on. It’s been a year and on the news it’s still all I hear. September 11th this and that… blah blah blah, yada yada yada. Don’t think I’m being insensitive… I’m just fed up with the same crap on the TV and in the papers all the time. For fucking christs sake… Let’s bomb the shit out of Iraq. Let’s invade Afghanistan. Let’s kill anyone violating the anti-terror laws in airports by single gunshot to the head. By the way: Happy September 11th Day, ya’ll.

Peace.

You know, I’ve been thinking… Who the fuck names their computer? Losers…

working, fire alarm, working, red bull, working, going home, fire trucks, back to work, flat tire, going home, projects…

OK so I’m working, ringing out people the store is packed. And only 2 of us are on the register because all the new people can’t ring yet, so I’m in the middle of doing a return and then all of a sudden the fire alarm goes off. And the dumb ass people are just standing there. I’m said so about 50 or so people in line, "This is the fire alarm we need to evacuate the store every one please exit the front of the store." Then got on the walkie and asked who’s at the front door, and they said you. So I ran to the front of the store to kick the ass of anyone who is trying to steal anything, and got there before the people who were in line did, not bad I would say. So blah blah blah, one of the smoke detectors was fucked up and set off all the other alarms. So that was fun, things got back to normal after that.

So after I had my supper at 5-6 and having a red bull energy drink cause I was drained from the adrenaline rush I had. I went back on the floor to ring. And about 20 mins later 3 red bull people come into he store, 2 with the coolest backpacks on that look like red bull cans, and offered us free red bulls, so I’m like hell yeah! so I chugged my cold red bull (um like the one I had for lunch, fucking target) and I was buzzing soon after that.

On the way home, I had left with Moe, we saw fire trucks going to the mall, and she thought that the since we armed the security system when we left that could have tripped the fire alarm again. So we went back to the store. But the trucks we parked in front of kahunaville we saw as we were turning to go to the store. Moe was driving in front of me and she was looking at the trucks and not how she was driving and went over the curb and landed on some type of metal that made a nice popping sound in her tire and then a very loud hissing sound. And with in oh 20 seconds her tire was flat, we had a good laugh about it, called AAA and chilled for about 30 or so minutes until they got there, they put on the donut tire, and little dinky thing I might add too, and we drove off to

our homes.

coming home on the highway I there was a cop car on the side of the road with his lights off just sitting there. I was going the speed limit but I kept a close eye on the car. I saw its reflection on the side of the road from the other cars passing it, and I couldn’t tell if it was moving in the breakdown lane with its lights off or not, maybe to go after me. Why I don’t know I’m paranoid like that, so I got off the next exit and took the back way to my house, only took like an extra 2 mins if I didn’t take the normal way home.

So that was my day today, a fun filled day. Still up from the red bulls and my warp energy mints I had too today. Some of the projects I have in the works is that I’m going to make a little present for the people at work. I have a nice collection of pictures from work and the events we have had there too, so I’m going to make a little web site for the people there. Now only about 4 or so people would enjoy that cause that’s all we have left from the beginning, but hey its the thought that counts right?

is it wrong to name your computer? that is to name it Deathscythe – model no. 42601.10901-XP… i was just wondering

“planes are cool; its like you are flying”

*yawn* It’s too god damned early to even try and update my own web page, but I had the urge to update something. I wish my page was this easy to update. Instead, I need to actually pretend to code it myself. Thank heavens for Blogger. I’m sitting in my computer room waiting for Kenny to call so I can go to CT and set up a show. I really wasn’t planning on getting up this early on a Saturday, but I didn’t really sleep last night. I woke up about 1 AM, and have been up ever since. When will the madness end, I say!

arg nothing to do… so bored

New member coming soon!

I just got back home a bit ago with Kat, who is going to be and was going to be a member of the site here. She just didn’t give me back the info, so I’ll be sending that out to her asap. We had a fun time plastic wrapping and TP-ing her friends car and took pics of it too! So they will be up as soon as i develop the pics. This is the first time i didn’t have my digi cam so I couldn’t take any pics, so we had to go and buy a old school cam, oh the humanity. Oh any why can’t blogger have a spell check huh?