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In every heart there is a room

A sanctuary safe and strong

To heal the wounds from lovers past

Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones

You answered me with no pretense

And still I feel I said too much

My silence is my self defense

And every time I’ve held a rose

It seems I only felt the thorns

And so it goes, and so it goes

And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave

Then that would be my worst mistake

So I will share this room with you

And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed

It’s just as well for all I’ve seen

And so it goes, and so it goes

And you’re the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you

That’s if the choice were mine to make

But you can make decisions too

And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes and so it goes

And you’re the only one who knows

ThinkGeek :: Johnny

“Johnny was a chemist’s son,

But Johnny is no more.

What Johnny thought was H20

was H2SO4.”

ok, any of you guys out there, and i know of 3 that i went to highschool with, when we were freshmen and we all knew of that hot teacher that we would all love to bang, and if we got the chance to, we would have.

i say props to the kid for getting some and i say props to the kinky teacher.

its not like the kid didn’t know what he was doing… that is… unlike a little child, the kid is 14 and was prob saying sweet like ever 10 seconds or how ever long he lasted heh

and i’m sure the teach could have found someone her age or what have ya, but hey she wanted something a bit different, and if they both agreed to it who the fuck cares, its stupid for the state to get involved, i’ll give ya that she is a teacher but that makes it all the more fun. and btw i’m sure that kids dad isn’t mad at all, prob took the kid out to dinner or something.

wow that was a long comment… longest one i ever made, i’ll just post this on my site as well.

happy t-day

(i bet that kid wouldn’t mind having seconds of some breat or thigh hehe)

wow what a night
me, amy, jen h, lo, the other guy (jay)
and the club population of downtown springfield

and i again say, i love those girls!

check it out

well tonight is the t-day eve. and i’m going out with a bunch of people to springfield meeting up with Aaron and some others too. tonight will most likely be a bit crazy i think… well at least on my end. can’t wait till i look at the pics after everything is all said and done (and snowed depending on when i get home).

so now its time for me to get ready and let the fun begin, then food tomorrow, then the craziness that is black friday when i work 7am-7pm and who knows maybe later then that.

🙂

She Blocked Me!

New pics in gallery 11-20-05

I love the girls!

Amy, Lauren, Erica

You all rock!

oh my god what a fun fucking night!!!

and to the stupid fuck that tried to pick a fight to me… its a good thing that i walked away from you, cause you wouldn’t have known what you would have gotten your self into.

i love the girls!!!
Amy
Lauren
Erica

you all rock!

edit

Sometimes i wonder why or how is it that i have so many friends who are girls.

(….and never have a girlfriend)

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Well tonight it finally hit me. I was doing good for a long while now, and thought it was going to continue for at least a bit longer now. But it didn’t.

I got those stupid holiday blues again, that all or at least most single people get during the holidays. Wanting that special someone to just be with, snuggling together on the couch, drinking hot chocolate (or what have ya) and just enjoying the time together in the warmth of the house. Or even going on those great drives that we up here in New England can do to look at the changing scenery, or just the land scape its self. There are so many places around here in western mass that some people know of and other little “secret” places that are just waiting to be found.

blah…

Play like an allstar,

bang like a pornstar,

party like a rockstar!

sleeep

in my bed

that is me

empty is the bed

empty are my arms

empty is my heart

I wasn’t out last night with the girls, so I don’t have any of my own pics of Lo, and her crew, but the CampusCam did, check them out.

Ok Aaron said that dead aim worked with the new ver of aim… So reluctantly tonight, I downloaded the new ver and tried it out… Dead aim did work, kinda, for some reason it wasn’t displaying the icons the right way, so I uninstalled and went back to the old ver of aim… Well the only thing with that is the old ver doesn’t know that it was being used before, so all the other screen names (that I don’t use) are gone and so are all my away messages as well. fucking sucks.

also on that note, the new beta ver of aim is stupid, it is too “aol-ish” and looks like a knock off of what trillian can do. I’m sticking with my aim ver 5.5.3598 for now its the best one out there.. That is if that guy from dead aim can get off his ass and make a new copy of the hew vers lazy bastard.

Well I’m finally going back to work after 10 days off… Feels like a fucking month went by, and granted for most of Oct. I haven’t been in my store that much. With days off, a district meeting, new store opening and like I said my va-ca this month went by fast!

the past 24 hours I put together a new web site, yeah but this one isn’t for the public, its for all the girls whom graciously added me to their group, that I go out and have fun with at the bars n such. So this is my gift to them. I sent out a e-mail to all of you (those who read this site) so join up and lets have some fun with this.

other then that been doing the Halloween stuff, last night on Halloween I was Dr. Love again, but this time I went professional, and added a tie under the scrubs, people thought I was really a Dr. and more so that I was some doogie houser or something. I think I like to have fun with people too much, oh well no harm done.

Lo came out with us. It’s good to have her back in the swing of things. Makes me happy to see a smile on her once again. Oh and she looks very sexy in her maid out fit, Jen as you saw in the last post, was Chun Li, and sexy in that too. And Amy was cute as can be with her 2nd take on her army outfit. heh something about when she has her hair braided down in 2 pony tails, I just love it.

um what else, I was up in Northampton today looking around some of the different stores, and getting ideas for the gift giving season that is very quickly getting closer. I know that I def have to get 7 of my friends presents, some of them things will be easy to get others I have to put some more thought into. Although the ones that I’ve gave gifts to in the past, know that I always put thought into what they got. Also something that people should note, its not always the gift that is given but how it is presented, and the thoughts behind the gift. Just my thoughts on the gift giving thing… Perhaps I’ve watched too much tlc discovery, home and garden and the alike in my time. Oh well at least I know how to make a gift basket look cool.