::.. sigh ..::
i’m sad right now, i kinda know why, same shit, but i dont know this time, another year has past and that is crazy for what has happened in this past year with me, what a long fucking time it has been. but a good long time, i have expanded in many ways, more then i prob know right now, but will find out later in life. i wish a lot of things could be different right now, both on the small scale with me, and the larger scale with out me.
::.. sigh ..::
yeah so this will prob be my last post this year, not much to say, big things soon to come, small things soon to go. have a good one…
i am sick of changing my font style every time i update. fuck this. i’m leaving it like this from now on.
i wanted to post for the last time this year. i wanted to wish everyone a happy and safe new year, as well. so, here is a song to make your new years that much better. enjoy.
there was a man named mr. lang,
and he had a neon sign.
and mr. lang was very old,
so they called it old lang’s sign.
happy new year!
wow, i went out today/night… kick ass!
(Dec. 27) – The religious sect connected to the company claiming it has produced the first human clone is clearly unlike anything that science has grappled with.
The group’s founder says he met little green space aliens on a visit to a French volcano in the 1970s. That man – a former French journalist named Claude Vorilhon, who now calls himself Rael – says the extraterrestrials told him they created life on earth through genetic engineering.
Brigitte Boisselier, the chemist who made Friday’s cloning announcement, is a Raelian herself – a bishop, in fact.
At the news conference she appeared to be wearing the Raelian silver medallion combining the Star of David and a snowflake, symbolizing infinite time and space.
Cloning humans is at the heart of the Raelian theology of “scientific creation,” which they describe as an alternative to both Darwinian evolution and creation dogma of the major religions.
“Cloning is the key to eternal life,” Rael says. The group claims 55,000 devotees worldwide and operates its own theme park, UFOland, near Montreal.
During the 1990s, Quebec granted religious status to the Raelian movement. Its representatives have conducted condom distribution programs aimed at Canadian teenagers. They also have tried to persuade Roman Catholics to renounce their faith, prompting lawsuits.
Clonaid, the first human cloning company, was founded in February 1997, right after Scottish scientists announced the birth of Dolly the sheep, the first mammal to have been cloned from an adult.
Rael and a group of investors created Valiant Venture Ltd., a corporation based in the Bahamas, to run Clonaid, a project whose main goal is produce the first human clone.
Clonaid says on its Web site that after pressure from the Bahamian government – which feared the experiments might be conducted on one of its islands – Valiant Ventures was dissolved. In 2000, Rael handed the Clonaid project over to Boisselier.
Boisselier formerly taught chemistry at Hamilton College in Clinton,and worked as marketing director for a unidentified large chemical company in France.
In interviews, she has said her 24-year-old daughter would be among the young women in the movement who would carry cloned babies to term.
Experts have dismissed the notion that Clonaid is capable of producing a human clone because Boisselier does not have a track record in the field of either animal cloning or human reproduction.
But Rael has said: “Nothing can stop science.”
merry christmas and a happy new year to all. and any other holidays you may celebrate. i would post a cool picture like our webmaster there, but i’m definately not cool enough. you can check out my tribute to jews, though. that i’m cool enough for.
a thought, how can someone be too into sex?
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damn, i got some wacky dreams…
looks like there is going to be a new thing on the site when i redo it, blog amp. what the hell right? every one else is going to have it on their site too. it will be just like what happened with tag board. hehe.
like i’m soo sure that you want to know what type of techno/trance/hi-nrg/progressive/drumb and base/clasicl/punk/what ever i got going when i am in my room/at the comp
one thing i am thinking of for the remake of the site is to get ride of the people who don’t post, that is to remove them all together, or just have a link to “their” part of the site and have blindsyntax be my site, what i wannted to do perhaps from the start. this was a good idea, but shit, it doesn’t work if the people you have on your web site don’t post…
.. but yet nothing is final as of yet.
“Let me give you a little inside information about God. God likes to watch. He’s a prankster. Think about it. He gives man INSTINCTS! He gives you this extraordinary gift, and then what does He do? I swear for His own amusement, his own private, cosmic gag reel, He sets the rules in opposition. It’s the goof of all time. Look but don’t touch. Touch, but don’t taste! Taste, don’t swallow. Ahaha! And when you’re jumpin’ from one foot to the next, what is he doing? He’s laughin’ His sick, fuckin’ ass off. He’s a tight-ass! He’s a sadist! He’s an absentee landlord. Worship THAT? NEVER!”
God I love Al Pacino.
i’m playing around with ideas n stuff for the new look of the site
there is this realy cute girl that started to work at walden books at my mall, so the other day i went over to say hi to her, and she like knew me from my last job, damn it can’t i ever exscape that hell hole, but hey she was very friendly to me. i saw that she was working tonight and i wanted to say hi n stuff, but i couldn’t leave the store cause i was the only manager working, and ealier when i was on my break she was on the reg. and was way to busy so i didn’t go over to her. sigh, so continues the on going saga know as my life… more to come, well i hope so at least.
my mom and i just got back from a six hour search for a christmas tree. it was really quite fun. we stopped by the local, well, not really “local” persay, but we stopped at the ‘nearset’ JCC and had food, finished up some prayers i missed off on, then went searching for a christmas tree. quite an oximoron, but all good.
just for a bit of advise : don’t feed you tree (if it’s a live tree that is) that evergreen ” if you feed me to your tree i’ll make it live longer” crap. it made ours keel over within the first two weeks we had it. TWO weeks. then we went out this morning and 6 hours later we returned with a tree. finally. i think it’s a bit better than the first tree we had, but all good:)
i’m gonna go met my friend at ruby tuesday’s now, so ttyl
i am sooooo fucking bored
why the fuck does best buy have the game shark listed if you can’t fucking buy it?? WTF?
POST DAMN IT! 🙂
no dumb ass, sarah can’t get get porn over at her school cause they blocked kazza, so she asked me to get it for her.
have an —- -TASTIC day everybody!!
for inquiring minds who would like to know.
a zephyr is the west wind or a gentle breeze. the word comes from Zephuros, the god of the west wind.
yippie.i’m here again. it’s like i go into a bow for a few days and then pop back out and write something, then go back into the box.
we got out for vacation today. it’s awesome already. i just can’t wait for endless days of sitting on my ass at home or lugging myself into work. that’s pretty much my vacation, with the exception of new years. that, second to st patricks day, is one of the best days of the year. basically because i can get intoxicated off my ass and i can simply reply “happy new years”. st. patricks days are even worse. i would say ” happy st. patrick’s day”, but i’m usually to drunk to speak without sounding like george bush, if i can speak at all.
the only things that will be able to keep me insane this extremly long vacation are probably the books i got yesterday. i got a few john grisham books, the firm and the chamber i think, and a johnathan harr book, a civil action. legal thirllers are always good. i also got a red badge of courage and almost got confederates in the attic. i think i’ll go back and get that.
until next time, avi
die die die george bush action figure. die til you’re dead.
one: i don’t get it. you have tons of porn. why would you need wondergirl to get it for you?
two: for a list of the top ten reasons why chris hates josh, visit me.
it sucks not being able to get your own porn, hehehe
“things are going to change, i can feel it”
wow sorry it’s been so long! i’ve had a pretty busy week in school, and i’m not very good at managing both my homework and my webwork. there’s just too much to do.
it really just comes down to this: i had an a.p us history essay to write. my advanced placement class is in fact the hardest one at my school and at times, i shudder at the thought of not succeeding in it. however, succeeding in that class usually is getting about a c. again, the hardest one in our school. well, i had to write this essay, due thursday, then deferred til friday.
the question was
“While the North grew and changed, economically the South merely grew…and southern growth reinforced existing conditions, including slavery.” Assess the validity of this statement.
yup that was it. and we don’t have the kind of teacher where you could just answer the question and call it a day. nope, we have the kind of teacher where you not only have to “assess the validity” of the statement, but we have to tie in the market economy, seperatly define ‘growth’, ‘change’, and ‘reinforce’, not bad. but it also has to have slavery and how that helped the south grow economically and the diversity of the northern economy due to change, especially the high population, metropolitian cities, and the western connestion via railroads. and to top it off, it had to be good and well written.
though it sounds like a lot to do, and though i didn’t make it sound all that hard ( i had to re-write it three times), it’s definitly worth it because not only through the book and classroom discussions, but through your individual aspect pertaining to the question. it’s really quite good.
i’m going to go get something to eat.
so i finally got my new layout up and running. so far so good, i think. i had nathan make me a banner and some other graphics, but i had decided to change some things around a bit, like the background color. so i just made one of my own. though i do appreciate nathan’s help. it’s so far taken me about 2 days to get everything close to how i want it. unforunately, i’m anal when it comes to my website. everything has to be exactly perfect, or it bugs the shit out of me. i could be out at a bar and i will all of a sudden remember that i forgot to plug wondergirl, or i left a broken link up. i know, it’s sick, right? i need help.
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oh yeah look what i got!
earth : Earth
under our feet : under our feet
what we dig up : what we dig up
has worms living in it : have worms living on it
what we live on top of : what we live on
has its own universe : is in a universe
some go into it to see wonders : some leave it to see wonders
people search for jewels in it : people are jewels on it
this is the random shit i think about just out of the blue, and is why i don’t do drugs
hahahahahah
when it’s sarcastic and mean as hell, I must have said it.
to hell with the USA womens soccer check out these Brazilian soccer player, that’s it i’m moving to Brazil!!!
I was just thinking, as I was looking to see if anyone had posted anything new, or anything at all for that fact, but this site sucks. Perhaps we are all too busy doing stuff for school, work, the holidays, trying to find your car, watching taken, ‘n stuff to post but this site is lame. I was trying to think of how to redo the site, so far I’m leaning in my original direction of doing something like neito.cc but I found this blog layout that I totally changed around to be my own and that’s what we got now. But I might also stay with this no graphic type thing, But that kinda sucks. I dunno. But I’ve been looking around the good old interweb (see Sarah for reference) of stuff to use on the site, mostly anime graphics; I found some sweet ones, But I might not use them cause “the girls” might night like them, on the other hand… as Aaron would say in that instance, “Hey man, it’s your site, fuck them…” or something similar to that.
Oh high light of my day today, on my lunch break from work, I had KFC, fuck yeah! woo!
hey i’m going to be redoing the site here, so let me know if you want anything new, or taken away.
been busy with work n stuff, have tomorrow off, i’ll prob start to redo the site.. that is if i feel like it.
it’s sunday. another day, another week of football. week 14, to be exact. unforunately, the football season always flies by. from august to january seems like a lifetime, but goes by in the blink of an eye. so what do us football fans do during those 7 or 8 months of off-season, you ask? speculate. since fantasy football has become popular in the past couple seasons, us hardcore fans spend hours upon hours of the offseason speculating, watching the draft, and trying to decide which rookies will be kept, and which will be cut. who will win the division? who will be traded or moved down to the second string? luckily for us, later this year, an all football channel will be added to our regular cable tv. i know i can’t wait. rumors are flying that the channel will be available in the fall of 2003. ah. sweet relief.
oh yeah i ment to post this on monday night, but stupid blogger wasn’t working
1:00 am – start to watch taken on scifi
2:30 am – aaron calls me asks me for money so he can pay the tow truck guy cause his car got towed cause it couldn’t start
3:00 am – aaron comes by and takes said money
3:05 am – go up to my room smell cat piss… check my bed, first find cat shit, then remove said shit… still smell cat piss, check blankets and then bed all wet from cat piss
3:15 am – have to sleep down stairs on the coutch
6:30 am – have to get up to get ready for work
7:30 am – have to be at work
12:ish pm – have to call kat up and tell her that i switched days with my boss cause she is sick. and that i am working today, but have thurs and friday off. but i’m out today at 5pm
5:00 pm – off work then i dunno, perhaps look for a new bed… or some cat piss smell remover
SA Hirsch1 (3:22:19 AM): 1:00 am – start to watch taken on scifi
2:30 am – aaron calls me asks me for money so he can pay the tow truck guy cause his car got towed cause it couldn’t start
3:00 am – aaron comes by and takes said money
3:05 am – go up to my room smell cat piss… check my bed, first find cat shit, then remove said shit… still smell cat piss, check blankets and then bed all wet from cat piss
3:15 am – have to sleep down stairs on the coutch
6:30 am – have to get up to get ready for work
7:30 am – have to be at work
12:ish pm – have to call kat up and tell her that i switched days with my boss cause she is sick. and that i am working today, but have thurs and friday off. but i’m out today at 5pm
5:00 pm – off work then i dunno, perhaps look for a new bed… or some cat piss smell remover
just thinking to my self, why is it that when someone complains how they feel and you ask them what is the wrong and they say nothing and that is about it, why do they then complain in the first place?
so put it off, who’s stopping you? i wonder. does anyone really read this?
grr i was hoping i could put that off for a bit…
lately i’ve been really frustrated. i think it’s been the weather. in the past two weeks, we’ve had over 10 inches of snow. normally, i don’t have anything against snow. i like snow. but this is the first year that i’ve been so frustrated from driving in it. i’m also frustrated with the longmeadow dpw. i understand that maybe they should wait until it stops snowing to plow, but when it snows for two days, they should plow atleast twice. you’d think so, huh? it usually takes them an extra two days to plow my street and the side streets i live off of. and then when they come to plow, the snow is all compacted into a sheet of ice on the pavement. “oh well” they say. “we tried”. sometimes i think they drive the plows in the reverse with the scoops down just to flatten the snow. “this’ll make it easier to drive on”. why not just make roads out of crisco covered sheets of aluminum? that’d fucking rule.
snooch to the motherfuckin’ nooch. blindsyntax needs a new layout. get crackin’, ho.
sorry i haven’t posted in a while. the way time flys when you’re having fun! it’s just not fair sometimes!
i’ve had a really busy week. a lot of schoolwork. i love the way teachers could care less if you have at least two hours work in just one class and they give you at least an hour of it. it’s just great spending four to five hours on homework every night. i don’t though. i only got about 3 hours tonight, or at least that was what i spent on it. all i had was 6 problems in precalculus, some really stupid execersizes in spanish, and to study for an ap us history test tomorrow. oh, i forgot to mention reading 40 pages of a civil action for my law class. all in all, not that bad.
but at least there will be break time this weekend. not really though. friday night i have to work. hazzah!! saturday morning i have to go to a seminar and saturday afternoon i have to go to a friend’s baby shower. then onsunday i’m going to see beauty and the beast on broadway. not that bad of a weekend. then there’s the sustaincial amount of homework time that needs to be kept aside. all good all in all.
but anyways. let’s focus our attention on a completly different subject.
so on the welcome menu page thing of aol, there was a poll. will the u.n. find illegal weapons in iraq was the question. the percent (at least te percent around 7 o’clock) was something like 51 yes and 38 no and the other percentage didn’t know. my question is this: if the iraqies know that the u.n. is going to come and search for illegal weapons, assuming they had any of coarse, wouldn’t they be smart enough to hide them? the iraqies might not be the smartest of people, be rest assured, they’re not dumb. if there was gossip, a simple rumour that was to greatly effect them in any way, the u.n. searches for example, wouldn’t one think to put their stuff into hiding? that’s just like your brother saying that your mom suspected you of having a porno in your room and you (still holding the assumption that you do have one) stashing it away even if she doesn’t come. it’s a simple defence mechinism. in your case, it puts your ass in jeoperdy because you know your mom will sure as hell kick the shit out of it. in iraq’s case, it puts their whole country in jeoperdy. it’s so dumb to think the u.n. expects to go into iraq, charge through a door labled “illegal weapons only” and find themselves in a room with all the illegal weapons in the country, saddam hussen, the members of the taliban, and osama bin ladden sitting around a table drinking tea.
well in the meantime, i have to go study for a quiz tomorrow. ciao. -avi
Hey all,
I know that you have been quite curious about me so I am here to give you the 411. I am currently going crazy, and probably will be until I:
A.) Graduate from college
B.) Marry a millionaire
C.) Receive a really nice gift (money) from a very nice reader who I would love forever or
D.) Am locked up in the looney bin. So aside from school my hobbies are…..Well that is funny I don’t really have any hobbies other than school…Huh, funny. Well anyone out there studying to be a nurse should understand why I don’t have any life. When I used to have a life I loved to play flashlight tag, go ghost hunting, skate, blah blah blah….I always bore myself, and that is pretty bad.
See ya, Kat
Back to the Hell I call Life
well, it’s monday, and it’s also the last day of my thanksgiving vacation. i’ve had a week of freedom from school and unfortunatly it’s time to go back. yay. i don’t know why i’m complaining though. after two weeks of school, i get a month of vacation, so i should just shut up.
for all of those wondering why i get long vacations, i go to boarding school. i used to go to a public school, then my mom yanked me out because she didn’t think that the education there would get me anywhere in life. i’ve actually gotta say that i’m glad she did. i’ve now got friends from all over the world opposed to all over the city. we also have better food than public schools. it’s actually real and they actually cook it.
but i’ll get back to my complaining. i’ll tell you all what i did, or didn’t do over my vacation.
i ate. i worked. i read fredrick douglass’s narrative. it really wasn’t that bad. if you want to read a REALLY bad book, well, not as bad as is dry, read the unredeemed captive. i had to read it for ap us history and it’s a killer. think of a really dry, really big stick in any oracle in your body. that’ s kinda what that book felt like. but freddy d was pretty good. i went to new haven ct for my uncle’s 90th b-day party. we went to this really fancy resturant and i had the shrimp. it was really good. i listened to josh groban’s cd. he’s really good. if you want to learn more about him, go to Josh’s Site. you can even listen to his whole album through his site if you’ve never heard it. it’s really good.
speaking of album’s, i’m listening to mariah carey’s album online as we speak. it’s ok. many of the songs sound the same though. the whole thing, with the exception of a song or two, has a very similar base line. all good though. i would burn it instead of buy it, and i love mc.
i’m gonna go get ready for school though. i’m gonna go experiment with different styles in my hair.
avi
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