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hmm i havent posted in a whille been busy with classes and stupid crap. i have 2 weeks to finish my portfolio. i have most done just a few assignments im gonna finish up over thanksgiving. hopefully i can get some of my friends at home to let me take pictures of them hehe. i have a couple of ideas but i need some one to help me set things up. hopefully my dad will move his crap out of the basement so i can shoot down there. its been pretty boring here from the most part although last night was fun. i went back down to providence college and at some point of our drunkeness we decided to try and steal a bar stool. we waited till the bar closed and everyone was leaving. ray tried to distract the bouncer by huging him and i ran out the door with the stool. it would have worked if some drunk person inside the bar didnt start screaming “hey that girl has a stool!!” next time it will work. were gonna try to steal a table and when that person gets caught someone else will run out with the stool. its gonna work. but we did make it out with a beer pitcher and then i stole a oil cap off of someones house… i kinda feel bad about that hahah. boys still suck up here i think im giving up on trying to find anyone at this school.ahh well vacation is soon i cant wait to go home

my photo teacher is insane

haha seth your funny

this weekend was awsome.. well at least saturday night was. i went up to PC met some cool people.. went to the bar, got really trashed.. met a hot guy, had some fun with him.. now its back to boring umd.

guys are just a bunch of head fucks… whys this always happen to me

i hate the kids that work in the media lab. They can all kiss my ass and go to hell. Everytime i go there they have to give attitude. God forbid that you ask them a simple question. Its not like their job is hard or that they are doing anything important other then sitting on their ass’s. All they do there is make sure that no one using instant messanger or downloading games. I just asked if there was a scaner open… i had to ask the girl 3 times cause she obviously doesnt understand english or she just has her head stuck that far up her ass. Fuck that. Why is it sooooo hard to answer one fucking question. BAHHHHHH. she pissed me off so instead of handing her my id i threw it across the table.I have to give my professor the disk by wed. cause she wants to put some of the classes work on display. What sucks now is that i didnt have enough time to scan my pics so i have to go back tommarow and do it allll over again. WOOOOO. I wish i had a scanner then i would never have to go to the lab. I have a better computer then the ones they have there so all i do is scan and bring my work back to the room. i hate assholes.. i hope that some one normal is working there tommarow.

Girls can be such bitches sometimes. bad night .cant sleep.

I called my ex boyfriend tonight. He goes to hartford university for painting. I almost went there for school i probibly should have . I dont like the photo program here but if i transfer again ill fuck myself over more. At HCC our advisors told us not to go to U-Mass. grrrrr. Most of our professors went to hartford so they really incouraged everyone to go there.The only thing that sucks is that it cost twice as much and its too close to home. Although i have about 20 more credits then chris, hes already a junior at his school and im still a sophmore-what the fuck it that?!!!!ahhh well. He likes to brag alot and sometimes he makes me feel like crap for going to umass instead of hartford but i dont think he realizes that hes doing it. Oh well it could be worse i could have gone to Amherst..ughhhhh…

i have 2 reports due next tuesday. i should go to the library but its too cold out.HAHA IM A LAZY ASS. I know Im not gonna get anything done this weekend. All my friends are gonna be home.yyeyyeyeyeye!!!

I think im getting sick.. I fell asleep 3 times today but it only made me more tired. I got into a fight with a friend on sat. I think he hates me cause I was ignoring him. He says “you have an invisible wall around you”, my ex boyfriend said the same thing when i couldnt tell him that i didnt like him anymore. I have to learn to say what I feel. I dont like hurting people that dont deserve it but I guess I do it by accident.

Emily: I used to like this kid a whille ago and he had a blogger and i didnt know that he could tell that people where going to his site I felt like such a dumbass after I found out cause I went to his site like 30 times a day.

Seth: aww

Emily: heh

Emily: i bet he thought i was a psyco

Seth: naw

Seth: every one thinks that Em

Seth: <3 Emily: haha yea true

yeye!! i think i finally figured out how to do this… im a bit computer stupid at the moment so bare with me for a bit…

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