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ok this sucks… i miss my ex g/f and thats just from one night a couple days ago chillin with her, and no we didn’t have sex. but i’m not going to go back to her. i think its the thing that i miss is being with someone, holding her in my arms and just being with them. not that kelly and i did much of that when we were together, but we did that last time we hung out… damn it, i am not falling back into that damn void of depression i was in before. fuck that! thas is not going to happen again to me. so the next time i see cindy i’m going to ask her out to dinner. and shit if she isn’t working tomorrow then i’m going to call her. i would call her now but i’ll be nice and say its to late to call. 🙂

This is for Aaron… who followed his dreams, and found a prize.

and from Emily’s post… WOOOO!! WOOO!!!

so i’ve been talking to an old friend of mine for a bit and i’m like ok i haven’t seen you in 2 years so let me see a pic of you! so i see it, and i swear if i didn’t know it was her and she just walked up to me i would have been like hmm do i know you? you look familiar but i don’t know…

in other words she looks damn cute now, she was cute 2 years ago but now, wow… but i think i liked her better with the darker hair, and perhaps shorter too 🙂 sorry Noelle

the cowboy bebop movie kicks soooo much ass! i love it, i love it, i love it!

I SOOO LOVE THUNDER STORMS!

so i’m sitting here thining, a lot. and i could do another article where i just open up my skull and let you dissect my brain, knowing then what has been on my mind so much as of late. but i dont feel like opening my self so much like that right now. perhaps one of the reasons why is one of those things thats on my mind.

p.s. this site sucks, so far this month i’ve had 62 hits, not to mention well just look at it. 3 of my staff doesn’t write, and it just plain sucks i think. granted this is for my friends n such but still, come on you know? so this site needs a make over stat… maybe tomorrow since i have the day off i might do it.

p.p.s. there might be plains in the very close future of a new porn site coming out, i’ll keep you posted on that… amature porn industry watch out!

some times i’m such an ass. not that i am mean to any one, just that i over do some things, some times. and i regret it. but its not that i’m trying to over to it, its just that i’m trying to have a little fun.. i dunno

in short, take it slow…

SETH (1) m Biblical, English

Pronounced: SETH

Means “placed” or “appointed” in Hebrew. In the Old Testament he was the third son of Adam and Eve, and forefather of the entire human race.

SETH (2) m Egyptian Mythology (Hellenized)

Greek form of Egyptian Set or Setekh, which possibly meant “pillar” or “dazzle”. Seth was the evil Egyptian god of chaos, the slayer of Osiris.

i think that those are the best definitions of my name that i’ve found yet 🙂

me: whats your fav drink to drink

leigh ann: depends on my motive

RADIOHEAD CONCERT AUGUST 13TH AT TWEETER CENTER IN MANSFILED MA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kat i miss you..

hey sup i’m over at aarons, right now, its early and the the only people that are left are aaon his brother jayson, dwane, and amy also my self. it was a fun time. saw some people that i haven”t seen in a while, like derek, alex and thats about it, as far as people go. it was a little get to gether. i’m just typing this so my buz can go away and that i can bring dwain home. but i’m pretty ok right now 🙂

the other day kat and i went to check out this place where we might want to move to.. the only thing is that we dont know if it is the place in the ad. i did a reverse search on the phone number and we went to that address. the assholes haven’t returned my or kats messages so like what the fuck you know?

in other words, i’m thinking that i would like to have a g/f again. not my former one, but a girlfriend non the less. why you might ask, well its just the compainion ship of another person that you can confide to, some one that understainds you and that will liston to you when you need to talk. so i guess for that last example this site is my g/f. i just talk about whats on my mind.. well i did in my past articles. and if i remember my last one that i posted it summed up what i was feeling about wanting a g/f.

just a thought perhaps i need a new change of senory just to get into the “vib” again for art work, web work, and girl work. you know its just a thought.

i’m kinda thinking that this girl cindy might be a cool girl, but as kim (one of my coworkers) said perhaps i over analize things to much. perhaps i do, but that is how i am i guess. hehe this might be the longest post i’ve done in a while, perhaps its cause i was drinking, perhaps not, maybe its cause i have a lot on my mind right now. maybe i’m thinking that i’m lonley and that i need that person to confide in, with.

wow i opened up a lot here i guess. thats ok no big deal and as aaron would say “its not my fault.”

you know it would be cool, i’d think, if you could group your groups in AIM, like have a group called highschool and then have like the different clubs or something under that and then have the buddys, or for instance you can have a main group called ex-girlfriends, and then under that you could have the ex-girlfriend’s name and then under that you could have her screen names… you know its just a thought.

… new part to new version of web site…

a web cam with pictures on it, and of me too

… wow imagine that …

ex-girlfriend: hah, pretty sad u have to send out a message to everyone who knows u hoping one will call and make plans

Auto response from me: i’m taking a nap, call me, cause i want to do something!

ex-girlfriend signed off at 11:31:02 PM. (just after i wake up and check my away messages)

my response to that…

– fuck you, perhaps this is why i broke up with you in the first place.

note: this conversation wasn’t change and was taken in its entirety, only the screen names have been changed.

and love is only sex misspelled if it is really good sex…. really good 🙂

Love ain’t nothin’ but sex misspelled.

So here we are tonight,

you and me together

The storm outside, the fire is bright

And in your eyes I see

what’s on my mind

You’ve got me wild

turned around inside

And then desire, see, is creeping

up heavy inside here

And know you feel the same way

I do now

Now let’s make this an evening

Lovers for a night, lovers for tonight

Stay here with me, love, tonight

just for an evening

When we make

our passion pictures

You and me twist up

secret creatures

And we’ll stay here

Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends

But tonight let’s be lovers,

We kiss and sweat

We’ll turn this better thing

to the best

Of all we can offer, Just a rogue kiss

Tangled tongues and lips,

See me this way

I’m turning and turning for you

Girl, just tonight

Float away here with me

An evening just wait and see

But tomorrow go back to your man

I’m back to my world

And we’re back to being friends

Wait and see me,

Tonight let’s do this thing

All we are is wasting hours

until the sun comes up it’s all ours

On our way here

Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends

Tonight let’s be lovers, say you will

And hear me call, soft-spoken whispering love

A thing or two I have to say here

Tonight let’s go all the way then

Love I’ll see you,

Just for this evening

Let’s strip down, trip out at this

One evening starts with a kiss

Run away

And tomorrow

back to being friends

Lovers…love…lovers

Just for tonight, one night…love you

And tomorrow say goodbye

girl 1, 2, 3.

1 – got her number yesterday, but dont think i’ll be able to have a relationship with

2 – found out that she is younger then i thought, and has been naughty with the law

3 – haven’t seen her in about a week or so, last time she was with her brother, so didn’t feel like asking her out n stuff…

… do i just have the worst luck or what?

well that depends, on if she reads this web site or not… 🙂

is it ok to see another girl that you really like while dating another one?

am i the nicest person in the world. or,

am i the stupidest person in the world?

more on this later… see my personal blog

I’M SINGLE!

hehe, i’ll give it to you, free of charge. and i’ll let you stay on for the rebuild of blindsyntax too 😉

i need sex too… but im getting sick of having to pay money for it.

lain thats all i got to say

oh yeah and sorry dude…

you know. i haven’t had sex in almost 3 weeks. i need sex. bad. i want to fuck my girlfriend bad. i just need sex. thanks for listening.

i’ve been posting on the main page as of late and not in here, so let me post here.

i was going to kick off everyone on the blog but for Aaron, not that he posts that much, but just cause i’m on his site hehe. but now i see that since emily is back in town she is posting again. so i guess that you got lucky kid, and you get to stay on too as i redo this site. i think i’ve finaly come up with a theme for the site, now just to see where that leads me, and i guess eventualy you as well.

oh yeah, and since google took over blogger, they better put up a fucking spell check on this shit or else!

hmm… should i bring kelly with me?

i posted in my blog

i have a toy you can play with…..

yo, well i’m going to change stuff around on blindsyntax, and i think it might be tonight

oh baby, i think i’ve just found a new toy….mmmm

i need a bigger bed… grr

wow its been one month for kelly and I

eh dont worry, the site isn’t getting anything done to it till i get some free time (from kelly hehe) or till i just get in the zone and just be able to crank it out all at once like i’ve done in the past and who knows i might even try out that new version of blogger. till then ttfn

oh god no

pictures: with out refrence from where images come from they dont convey the same meaning if one were to know the “back story” of it. there for one must be carfull when using images that they might be saying something to one person that knows that the picture is about and what it goes along with, but at the same time will be saying the total oposite to another person that just saw that picture for the first time, with no refrence.

in other words its a pain in the ass when i’m looking at my anime pics and trying to pic out some photos to use on the new version of the site, and i’m thinking oh that would be cool, but then again if only 1 out of the 6 (give or take 5, hehe) people that come to my site and dont know that show or something where the pics is from then they are like, what the fuck…

get it?

so i go to bed kinda early, cause i’m sleepy and have nothing else to do. and look what time i’m up at… grr hehe

i’m getting in the mood now to redo the site, honest i am. i just need some free time just to let loose and let those creative juices start flowing. its to bad that my g/f isn’t into all this e/n stuff cause that would rock. but, she is kinda interested in becomming a cam girl… perhaps when i get my own place, and if perhaps she moves in, and perhaps some other things too.

my g/f needs a new job, so if you’re local and it isn’t anything to do with porn let me know.. 🙂

i need to go to sleep, cause i got to wake up at 7.50 am to get ready for work… the big wigs are comming into work today. and then i get to spend time with kelly! 🙂

right on, man

i just found some goodies for the new ver of the site. it is soooo going to rock! (well a lot of, “hey, thats cool” things. and some geeky stuff too)

you know its a good thing, when your mom gives you condoms cause you’re going on a “date” tomorrow night

you know its a bad thing, when your mom gives you her cold that same night.

some things are just fucked up…

5:45 AM

you know its also fucked up that when i am sick and my joints ache, that i just wake up, out of a deep sleep and i can’t go back to bed… grr

ok thanks for clicking, nothing going on here… yet. but soon there will be.

i just need some hits on the site to make me feel a little better and give me reason why i should do anything to the site in the first place. that is not that hits mean anything to me, it just is nice to see that there is at least some people looking at the site and might give me something to talk about, or some ideas for the site. and yes i’m getting rid of everyone (but mr. digital caffeine) from the staff. the people said that they would post and they didn’t and i just want a fresh start. its nothing personal staff. you’ll still have your posts in a little ” blindsyntax: the history of ” section. i’m sure everyone would love that…

oh yeah and for comming over to the site i give you this

oye what will “they” think of next?

tisha – i’m not a bitch, i’m lovable