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I want to be next
I want to be the one
I want to be her’s

…save the night, and fight the rising sun…
yeah i had those nights
tonight wasn’t one of them
haven’t had one of those in a while
she’s been missing
will there be another
will it be her
…. come tomorrow….

the feelings of love
have returned again
why

the feeling of loneliness
returns as well
i know why

but this time is different
this time i have changed
this time i am out of my shell
this time…

what will happen this time

“Dreamt many starry escapes
Let’s vanish up in orbit”
– Kat

Setting up my blog archives i found something i wrote:

The Single Slumber

16 Oct 2005 @ 8:39 AM

lonely in my bed

the blankets are the one i hold

she’s missing from my side

the single slumber

So true last night, but “she” wasn’t necessarily any one in particular this time.

blah… such a fun night, but i’m not happy, i never am on the way back home or when i get home, why is this? prob because i’m by my self… who knows…

there are many selfs that make up the whole, if one is true to those selfs then they are pure hearted